We are outside and I'm talking to some people I know
I assume everyone's been drinking pretty heavily, though I don't feel that drunk, if at all
On of the males I'm talking with stands on top of one of the very expensive looking convertible cars in the car park and starts pissing into it
He is peeing into some other rich persons toy
I ask who's car it is, assuming they must have wronged him somehow, for him to piss into their car
He points to his friend peeing next to the car and tells me the car belongs to him
I don't think it belongs to him (obviously) but he either doesn't know, or he's not going to tell me
I tell them both, that I'm going to pee as well, but in front of his friends car, playing on his joke without involving myself, not into it
Inside the party
I feel like I have a girlfriend or partner at the party, but the second we get inside, she ditches me and disappears
I feel like she does his allot
I try find her for a minute, but then I don't want to annoy her, so I leave her and go talk to other people at the party
A very attractive woman with blonde hair in tight stretch "jeggins" (jeans/leggins) and a loose, probably very expensive white blouse accosters me. I get the feeling she is someone famous
She leads me through the party, hanging off of me. She's taking me somewhere. I don't really want to go with her because I have a partner, but at the same time I give in to her at the same time
I'm still a man and I know how incredibly attractive she is, but I know I shouldn't be doing it, but for some reason I let it happen
In the real world I would like to think I wouldn't ever do anything like this, but I don't know the circumstances of/behind what is happening here
I don't really feel worried about being "busted" by the woman I am there with, only about the fact that she, or someone else might see it happen
Maybe this means we are in some type of "see no evil, hear no evil" relationship. That could explain why she ditched me so quickly at the party, to go do God knows what. And also explain why I was reluctant to go find her and "upset" her if I found her
Or maybe we just aren't a completely exclusive couple
Whatever it is, I let the woman get me alone and within seconds she has both hers and my pants downs and she is backing into me guiding me inside her like a pornstar
She is shameless about why she is doing it too
She tells me that she knows I'm going to be doing a reading for a movie with Will Smith and she wants to be in the movie
I am amazed at her how she goes about it. One second she is trying to milk me like a cow, the next she is holding back, waiting for me to agree to her demands
I don't really care if she's in the movie or not. To me it feels like there is no reason she couldn't be in the movie and that she is actually a good actress
It is more that I don't want to make a promise I can't keep and I don't know for certain I can do what she is asking, because although I have a certain amount of influence as of the actors, the decision isn't really mine to make
She wants to be present at the reading, to secure one of the female leads in the movie, but I can't promise that
I could do my best to try make it happen, but I don't wanna make a promise I may not be able to keep
Honesty with things like that is something pretty important to me. I want to be a man of my word (which makes me think even more, that to be doing this, I must be in some type of open relationship)
I won't make a promise I can't keep, so I'm honest with her. I tell her I'll try to get her included in the reading, but the decision isn't really up to me ...
But, I promise I'll help to try get her the female lead in the movie. If not, I'll at least help get her a decent role in it
I tell her honestly that I don't wanna promise her something I can't deliver, but she is a good actress so I don't see any reason why I couldn't deliver on getting her a role in the movie at least
This seems to make her happy because she immediately turns her full attention to pleasuring me
She seems like she is very good at what she does
I say "seems" because I have no real way to tell within dreams/visions
Though I can physical "feel" things within dreams, even pleasure, I have never had what is referred to as a "wet dream" in my life
I've, of course, had dreams of encounters such as these in my life, but I've never climaxed in them
Not once, in my entire life
To me it doesn't seem possible, to do so without actually physical contact. Though I don't doubt it is, it just never happens to me
Most of the time in my dreams/visions when there is a adult-orientated encounter such as this, it tapers off to nothing, or finishes without finishing (so to speak)
Like playing with lego, trying to build something, but you eventually get bored with it and just wander away and do something else
It is always, very literally, anti-climatic
This was no different, which is why I have no problem with writing the details on my blog
We may as well have been playing with Lego
I think I know exactly who the actress was in this business-tryst, but I'm not going to say/tell/write it in this forum
Then I'm acting in a movie where I play a vampire
We are hunting and fighting werewolves
I'm very old and powerful and most of the werewolves are young and weak, so I kill them all very easily
I'm hunting for the biggest and most powerful of their kind, whilst slaughtering all the small ones I find
I set a trap for them and kill all of them who show
Then the biggest and most powerful of their kind appears
It is Giancarlo Esposito playing the part of the werewolf
I am filming fight scenes with him in a shopping centre eatery
All the fight scenes are slowed down into slow-motion to show how fast we move
The people around is are filmed in quarter-speed to real time
Our fight is filmed at a little faster than half-speed
The collisions between us and the people around us take a lot of planning and look very impressive
I throw him into a table of people and send the flying in all directions, when they've barely been able to turn their heads to see us coming
The collision effects are amazing watching them back. Highly detailed, when our fight passes through people and tables at speeds faster than they can move, forcing them to move at our speed (and likely injuring allot of them)
(I saw something after this dream relating to this, where stunt-men and women were sitting at tables, where something that looked like a double-human-shaped hydraulically controlled punching bag, smashed through them, being filmed in real time
It seemed like the hydraulics on the bag, moving between the tables, impacting them and the stunt crew, were dialled up to move and impact at speeds a human couldn't possibly move, in order to get the impact and collision effects right. It looked as though they were gradually ramping the pressure and impacts up to maximum they could possibly get without hurting the stunt actors. The maximum the stunt actors could take. It was literally skittling them like bowling pins. The result was amazing when combined with our acted fight)
Them I'm filming scenes where I'm on a hydraulically powered soft bag, being dragged around the floor of the shopping centre
The bag represents Giancarlo Esposito trying to get away, with me holding on preventing him from doing so
I hold on tight while the hydraulics drag me side-to-side, then across the floor, jolting me hard as it moves
Again, it would look amazing when it's finished, showing me holding on to a computer-generated werewolf being dragged through tables, chairs and shoppers
We stop filming and I immediately feel embarrassed when I get up from the bag
It's like I was 100% immersed in the action, pretending I'm really the character holding on for dear life. So much so, that when they can cut, I feel embarrassed and foolish
Like a kid whos been caught pretending when they thinks no one's watching
Then I'm leaving the shopping centre and I get told not to go out a certain exit
I think it might have something to do with people waiting outside
I go out another exit and there is a woman with a little girl waiting. Though the little girl seems completely underwhelmed to see me
I'm not sure they are there for me, but I'm polite and acknowledge them as I walk past anyway, just in case
Then I'm filming some more scenes in a semi-public area
This time I feel embarrassed, cheesy and goofy, because there are members of the public within eye/ear-shot of the set wandering past, who are probably wondering what this crazy man is shouting about
I guess this 'imagine like nobody is around' followed by embarrassment because everyone is watching you/looking at you, is what acting is
Or at least, that's what it is for me in the life I'm living in that dream
I'm not sure what happened with me getting the woman a role in her movie, but I did see something interesting relating to this in the dream/vision from her perspective
I thought, from my perspective, that I was just a means to an end for her, in getting a movie role
Thought it turns out from her perspective, this wasn't the case
From her perspective, asking me to get her a movie role seemed to be more of a bonus, that came with getting to have a stolen intimate moment with me
For her she was more interested in the excitement of having done something so bold with me
It seems she was a better actor than it seemed
She was acting a part, seducing me, as the dominant confident woman, who knows what she wants and knows how to get it
From what I saw in the dream/vision this is NOT how she is
And sleeping with a random man, famous or not, is NOT the sort of thing she does
I'm fact it was really out of character for her personality. She doesn't do things like that
To her it is something thrilling she wanted to try and she can't believe she did it
So much so, it seems, that she has to share her secret with someone
Her mum, more precisely
Her Mother seems shocked and amazed that daughter did something like that with someone like me, but is also proud of her
To the surprise of her daughter, she congratulates her on acting on her impulses for once and says she would have done the same
Her daughter didn't seem to realise just how non-exclusive her parents relationship was and just how many other men, if any, her Mother was sleeping with
"Please" she said to her daughter, mocking her shock, "did you really think I was always going to tennis? Or having lunch? Or doing anything else other than having sex?
I've fucked more men than you've probably met in your life"
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