Men are having a party
One of them tries to spike all the rest with a LSD type hallucinogen
I touch the ashtray they have left it in and draw it all out into my hand with the intention of overdosing the sender with it all
I can't find them and I am told they have left
So I send the dose remotely sarcastically saying "Wherever they are, they're having fun"
Next door in my old home at 12 Killer of Rd that I grew up in (or under it more specifically) a female friend of mine and woman are opening up a dimensional portal
I'm supposed to go with them, but for some reason I am at the wrong house
It feels like I was sent over here for some reason, now I'm running late for the dimensional cross-over
I need to take a sip of water from the fridge at this house quickly, then I rush back to meet them under my house
But I'm too late, they have passed through the dimensional portal without me
"LILLIANUS!" I scream, in a mixture of anger and grief, "I'M GOING TO FUCK YOU UP"
I feel more angry that "Lillianus" has taken the other woman without me, more than anything. Like she's not meant to go without me
There are a group of women present that were there when the ritual to open the dimensional portal took place
There is a woman doing some type of card-reading on the ground next to where the dimensional portal had opened up and now closed
I waited for a moment for them to open a portal from the other side for me to go through with them, expecting it to happen, but it didn't happen
Then I look to the girl doing the card reading because she seems to be getting a message from the woman I called Lillianus on the other side of the portal
"What did she say?" I ask her "Did she say tell Sam to fuck off?"
She doesn't answer me because she still seems to be in the process of reading the cards, so I read them myself
Lillianus is asking if Sam (me) just tried to send a message through to her. I sense her emotion and she seems confused and worried about my message
"Move" I say to the girl "I'll open the portal myself", so she does
I place my hands on the concrete ground and tense up angrily, screaming something in another language I don't understand to activate a dimensional portal in the ground
The woman watching seems shocked
I don't think they realised I could open a dimensional portal by myself if I wanted to
I don't think I'm ever really supposed to, because everyone seems to think that the woman I'm with, and I, needed the woman Lillianus to open up the dimensional portal for us. But that doesn't seem to be the case. I'm capable of doing it myself if needed, it just doesn't feel like that's the way it's supposed to happen
The concrete starts glowing blue
A fractal pattern of luminous blue appears under my hands in the concrete, spiralling outwards, while I scream in rage in another language I don't understand
I think I'm honestly going after this woman, seeking blood for them leaving me behind
The dimensional portal opens up in the concrete beneath me, glowing luminous blue
It looks like a perfectly woven fluorescent blue mat beneath me
I wait, expecting to fall into it, like a hole in the concrete
But instead, the woman who had been reading the cards gets my attention by saying to me "She's right behind you"
I turn around confused, looking for the woman I was desperate to go through and find (not Lillianus)
But how is she behind me? It doesn't seem possible, unless she came back through another dimensional gateway to return
Or maybe she never actually left and just pretended to go through
But if that's the case, who were they, and I, talking to on the other side? Who was spreaking back through the cards
It seems impossible that she was standing right behind me
And more like they were trying to stop my passing through the dimensional portal by myself
I don't think I was ever meant to pass through
They wanted me to think I missed something and think that it was my fault, when in reality there was never any chance of them letting me passing through
So they could benefit from it somehow
But they fucked up big time, because they didn't know I could open the dimensional portal/gateway by myself
So now, they say the girl I'm after, that they tried to take, that I was never supposed to be able to follow, is behind me
But that seems absolutely impossible
It can't be her
If it is, there is some explaining that needs be done as to why they faked her going through the dimensional portal when she didn't
That's the only possible way she could be behind me
But I don't see her
And she feels completely fake, even if I could
I wake up here, without seeing her, still not believing she's actually there
And from what I know, the dimensional portal is still open in front of me on the ground
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