Recognising Inconsistencies And Manipulation In My Dreams You Actively And Consciously Correct Them

I'm recognising inconsistencies and something manipulating my dreams now to the degree I can actually over-ride them to correct what they are doing

There are things that seem to constantly happen in my dreams that are designed (almost by external intelligence) to manipulate me, to stop me doing something, or more specifically it seems, waste my time

I'm starting to recognise them as if I was awake and over-ride to stop their influence

Examples:

I suddenly have something that I know I didn't pick up, that's appeared out of nowhere. Something that is intended to make me turn around to return somewhere I don't want to go. Somewhere I'm leaving for a reason, that they don't want me to go

I recognise straight away, knowing for a fact, I didn't pick that thing up and it's been put there by something trying to manipulate me into not leaving and going back

So I drop it on the ground and leave it. I'm not falling for these stupid games

Or,

I'm trying to do something I know how to do such as put on my motorcycle helmet

For some reason it's not working, I recognise something is messing with my ability to do it and annoying me on purpose

I fix one problem and another problem arises, intentional manipulation again, to stop me doing something

But I recognise it and know that whatever it is, is trying to waste my time purposely

So I try something different

This time the strap for my helmet is protruding from my jacket, stuck in the zipper, from the inside poking out

That's impossible. It doesn't even make sense. It's ridiculous

I get angry at the unseen thing I know consciously, is manipulating my dreams and decide to cut out it's ability to have any influence

So instead of fighting it to try put my motorcycle helmet on, to get where I need to go ...

I cut off it's ability to influence anything, by completely cutting out everything it's using to annoy, frustrate me and waste me time. I warp time and space to completely skip the part where I need to ride somewhere and appear at the door of my destination without needing to do anything. Like fast-forwarding past something annoying, or skipping a bad song on an album

Then I try playing guitar and the strings are magically not there on the guitar to play it. Only half the stings are there and they are loose

So I ignore the "you need to fix the guitar" time-waster/blockage thrown in my path and go straight to tuning it as if it were properly stringed

I know it's type of illusion done to annoy me and make things hard. So I use the same thing against whatever it is and make the guitar magically stringed now

I tune it and its the same thing. Magically out of tune and magically put into tune

Then I notice the strings are upside down like the guitar is strung for a left-hander

So I ignore it and play the guitar with the strings upside down as if they are correct

And once again, magically it works

Then as I'm playing the song, the notes don't sound like they should

So I concentrate and listen and the notes are still wrong even though I'm playing the right notes

So I change the notes for it to sound right and again they change on me, so there is no possible way I can get them right, no matter how I play

So I start playing it wrong and ignoring how it's played, so the song sounds right anyway

Then the song is out of key, like I have the capo on the wrong fret, but it's being adjusted intentional between notes while I'm playing

It's urging me to change the capo position while I'm playing, to make me stop playing and waste time

If I did, it would just change again to waste more time

No matter what I do, it will be made impossible

Whatever it is that likes to annoy and frustrate me in my dreams REALLY PISSES ME OFF

So I decided to wake myself up from the dream and play a recording of the song (one of my original songs)

Stop that!

It's artificial, yet intelligent. A consciousness not of my own conscious, but somehow it invades so that my conscience is aware of it

It feels like some sort of blockage designed to waste anything I'm given, stop anything I want to do and make me miserable at all costs

And in starting to learn to overpower it using its own tricks

The stupid thing is that the more it tries to block me, the more aware I become of it and the more I target it and learn to retaliate

Hopefully soon I will be able to completely negate it, if not destroy it

One thing I'm certain of, is that some day I'm going to work out who or what is behind the manipulation and trace/track down the source

And when i do, it better have a really good fucking reason or excuse for what it's been doing ...

Because if it doesn't, what I do to it will be nowhere near as subtle. I'll do everything in my power to destroy it and erase it from existing/having ever have existed

I hope it has a very good reason