I'm not sure in which direction the green card works though
I'm helping the woman set up to propose
I meet the girl she is proposing to and we get along really well
I can tell she likes me
There is some Mongolian throat singing involved here and the woman she is going to propose to is driving a mini-bus
I back off so I won't interfere with her plans to propose as it's obvious the other woman likes me
I'm waiting by myself and letting her do her thing, when the woman who is going to propose attacks me from behind and starts pushing her finger deep into the gland of my left eye
She putting so much pressure on me that it feels like a tentacle trying to push it's way inside my brain/head through the tear-gland of my left eye
The pressure really hurts. Hurts in the real world. Hurts so much that I can still feel the pressure even now as I'm writing this, nearly half an hour after waking up
Whatever it is, it is STILL pressing against my eye right now
In the dream I fight to peel her off, to stop her hurting me and trying to push her finger/tentacle inside my brain
"Make it look real" she says to me
I realise she is trying to make it look like we are fighting, you get attention or sympathy of some sort from the girl she is trying to propose to
This was never part of the deal with me helping her propose. I'm just supposed to help her set up, that's it
She's trying to make it look like we are fighting and breaking up
'What the hell?' I thought to myself. This was never part of the deal either. I'm not with you! I never was!
This is not what I agreed to and I want no part of it
But she won't stop trying to force her tentacle into my eye and I'm getting desperate to stop her now
She's faking this for her benefit not mine. I never agreed to it and she's hurting me badly
Make it look real? What the hell is that supposed to mean? I'm not going to be part of this stupid game. But no matter what I do, I can't seem to get her finger/tentacle out of my eye and the pressure is really hurting me bad, so I'm starting to panic
Every time I peel a hand away from my eye to remove the pressure, there is another one underneath it
Endless hands. I peel one away and it's the wrong one. I peel another away again and there is yet another one. I just want her to get off me and stop hurting me
So I decide to get her off me quickly and decisively by wherever means necessary to relieve the pressure in my head through my eye
I hip-toss her to get her off my back, flipping her over onto the ground and then give her one quick, sharp punch to the face with the intention of knocking her out so she lets go of my face
But even after this, even now while I'm awake, she still hasn't let go
I didn't want to hit her (I never hit women) and I didn't do it anywhere near a hard as I could, but it instantly broke her jaw
I could not only feel it, but also see it. I felt shocked seeing her jaw go instantly out of shape and swollen, like I was shocked it happened when I didn't even hit her hard
The punch I gave, I doubted would even be hard enough to get her let go, when I threw it. It was only half-hearted. My thought doing it was to knock her out because she was leaving me no option, hurting me and not letting go for no reason, but my delivery was more realistically 'I hope this is hard enough to convince her to let go'. The fact it did any damage at all was a shock to me, let alone broke her jaw
At first I couldn't believe it was actually broken. Maybe it just looks weird?
At this stage I'd managed to peel the correct hand and it's finger/tentacle from my eye, but for some reason I could still feel the pressure, like it was still pushing
I can still feel it now
Then I thought to myself about how she'd said "Make it look real" wanting it to look like we are a couple fighting, when there was no fucking way I'd ever be with her, or agree to that
Is she faking a broken jaw?
How is that even possible?
This is exactly what she wanted!
She wanted it to look like I attacked her
Now she's got a broken jaw and I have to justify why she's got it
But this isn't fair. This would never happen in reality
And even if it did, I would be able to peel her off me and stop her attacking me. It would never get to the point where I need to actively attack her back to defend myself like I did in the dream. It would never happen
A Woman attacks me, I push her away. I would never do this for real
What she was doing to me was impossible. And designed to make me look like I did something I would never do
Worse, it was made to make me look like I did it, so she could benefit from someone else, by making me look like the bad guy
As soon as I realise she had set me up and I had been forced into the situation of giving her what she needed to set me up, I also realised ...
That the woman she was faking it for was sitting there watching everything happen right in front of her
She saw and heard the whole thing
So she knows I was defending myself. Knows the woman attacked me and wanted me to attack her back
Heard her telling me to make it look real, or at least I assume she would have heard it
She knows none of it, including the woman's broken jaw is my fault
Whatever the woman attacking me was planning my attacking me to fake being abused, it didn't work
She was exposed to the very person she was faking it for and hoping to benefit from
I honestly don't even believe her jaw was really hurt. I think she just made it look like it was
Whatever her plan was, she failed
And I doubt the woman she was going to propose to would ever want anything to do with her again
I woke up feeling annoyed that the pressure on my eye was still there
And whatever this tentacle thing is, it's still trying to force it's way back inside my body
But otherwise safe, that the attempt to frame me failed
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