I am centred, looking down, over some ground and a voice talks to me telling me the category ratings for a cyclone. One to five, the wind gets more and more intense with me listening and watching it from the dead centre of the eye
When we get to category 5, I am stood in the middle on the ground so that I can walk into the howling wind and feel how strong it is when you are standing in it
It's less intense than I thought to walk though (as in, I can actually stand and walk in it), though it is still powerful
Cyclone Tracy must have been well beyond Category 5
Then I am standing in the park at Altamara Cres, behind my old house on Billeroy Rd which is now referred to as "Billeroy House"
I understand very well that the park and the adjoining park at Allured Cir represent a set of eyes
It very specifically refers to me and my D.N.A coding
There was a tree meters from my room on Billeroy Rd growing up that had a piece of sheet metal wrapped around it from Cyclone Tracy, that the tree had grown over. This is my collarbone and the surgical plate, from when I broke it
I see a man working with a construction crew at Allured Cir. It seems like he is calling me over to him, with a heshem bag he wants to give me
He is much further away than it seems and when I get to him, he gives it to someone else, even though he was definitely talking to me before hand. He could only possibly have been talking to me, there was nobody else in my direction when he was talking
They take the bag inside some demountable building
The entire park has been stripped to bare dirt by construction equipment. No roads exist any more, not even Billeroy Rd
I walk over to him as he finishes giving a thank you speech to his employees and tell him I want to ask him about something
He is worried I'm not wearing protective steel capped shoes and walks me out of the site while we are talking
There is only the shell of 1 of the old houses left along Billeroy Rd that backs onto Allured Cir. These houses are heritage listed and protected. They aren't allowed to be touched. You can't even install a lightswitch without getting approval to modify the house. Let alone strip it down to the bones like they have done in my dream
In real life, these houses don't even exist any more. Nothing does on Allured Cir. Not even the roads. This is not possible. The houses were protected and can't be touched
More so. As they represent eyes, does this mean I'm going to lose one of my eyes in this lifetime?
If not, HOW THE FUCK ARE THE HOUSES MISSING?
I ask him about the houses and tell him they are protected. I ask how it's possible I only see one house and that it's being taken to pieces. I ask him if it's being relocated
He tells me that the houses were only built in the 70's. I correct him and tell him they were built in the 30's
And, once again, that they are heritage listed. THEY CAN'T BE TOUCHED, EXCEPT TO MAINTAIN THEM
When I tell him that I used to live in Billeroy House growing up he whispers "Oh shit!" To himself, like he's been busted. Like he knows exactly what it means
Momentarily, I see a different version of Altamara Park behind Billeroy House. The trees are massive. It looks like 3 giant trees that so high, you would need a cherry-picker just to reach the first branches
The main branches off the trunk are so huge they span all the way across Billeroy Rd and probably most of the way down Binari Crt (which also somehow doesn't seem to exist in the real world any more and has been replaced with a backwards version of itself. Big, BIG problem if the binary has been blocked off and reversed)
We walk over to one of the houses neighbouring Billeroy House that looks like a well maintained version of its sad self (again, THESE ARE HERITAGE LISTED HOUSES THAT ARE BEING ALLOWED TO FALL INTO RUIN) that seems almost like a British Cottage of some sort. He looks for the details on the side of the house and I tell him that the houses number is in big letters on the side
He keeps looking as if he's looking for another number
Possibly, he's trying to find the houses listed in heritage listing, but can't find them. Because when I rang up and enquired about how the houses are being allowed to fall into ruin, the Heritage listing people couldn't find the houses listed
This is a MASSIVE, MASSIVE PROBLEM
Because they most definitely ARE listed. I to live in one and we had to make requests to modify the house in any way. Both my parents had told me they were heritage listed on many occasions
So when the hell am I supposed to lose my eye
Also, the tree with sheet metal wrapped around it is gone. Does this mean I am reincarnated at some stage? Aware of my former life and self?
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