I said the words "We were actually on our way to the Golapagos Islands, but we ended up in Ghana. I'm not sure if that means we were there (somehow) by accident, or if we were diverted, because I seemed more interested in the relation between their names, both starting with "G"
This one was really weird/strange because I was looking at the pictures for something I had lived and could clearly remember doing, but didn't know when or how I had done it. As if I had never done it, but I was sure I had. I tried to recall when and where I had done this, a KNOWING it has happened (I had photographs of it) but the best I could put it down to was/is like it hadn't/hasn't happened yet
I was dreaming about the future as if it were the past
Then, after I looked at the pictures (I had) posted about it online, I was at the airport in Ghana experiencing it. Contemplating if it was worth buying chocolate for the journey, or if it would melt
I think this represents the act of my blogging about something that hasn't happened yet, so that it works in both directions, actualised
I was preempting writing about a dream of the future as if it were the past, by living out the dream of the future I struggled to recall in the past, so I could post thins blogger post
It also connects directly into the reasoning for the other dream I had after this which was about someone famous, that was actually me, when it wasn't. I knew consciously within the dream, that even though I was dreaming about someone else, that it was actually me that was famous, not them. It was just represented by them
This ties again, into another dream I had prior to these two, where I was struggling to tie my shoelace
In the dream I was consciously aware that "me tying my shoelace" wasn't actually me, it was a effigian version of me within that "realm" that was directly linked to me. It as me, but wasn't me at the same time
I was conscious as myself and as them at the same time
As they/I struggled to tie their/my shoelace, I realised that they/I were being allowed to see if they could consciously tie their shoelace without my(waking conscious me) help
Kinda like letting a child do something without helping them except it was a synced consciousness
It was a strange feeling to wonder for a moment why you're struggling to tie your lace, then to realise you are letting yourself struggle to accomplish something (while simultaneously being allowed to struggle) at the same time
It's interesting to be multiple consciousness at once
That why I believe this is linked to the radio interviews I had as a famous actor in my most recent dream
I recognised them as a completely separate consciousness, but I was aware that they represented me. That they are ACTUALLY me, as my future self
Doing things which I haven't done yet, but will do at some stage in the future
I was being interviewed on the radio and it was something to do with my favorite Rugby League team, the Parramatta Eels
I had made a choice of words in something I said, which could be taken to mean something completely different to what I meant and the radio hosts and myself couldn't stop laughing. And every time we tried to stop laughing or say something else, it just got funnier and we laughed even more
I've been having a few dreams recently of things such as being a famous musician
One very vivid dream I'm backstage with a couple guitars and start walking to the stage. Security stops me half-heartedly to ask if I'm with the band and I make a joke saying "I hope so" while showing him the back of my shirt
I'm not sure what was on the back of my shirt, but whatever it was it was enough for him to let me straight through, as if he felt silly stopping me. Maybe my lanyard was hanging around my back? Or maybe there was a photo of me on the back of the shirt, like a band shirt? I'm not sure
Then as I was approaching the stage I could hear the support act that was on-stage before us finishing up, playing a cover of a song by one of my friends bands, a band that I play bass for
And it was good! It was a really good cover! I remember feeling flattered that this band we didn't know, would be covering one of our songs
I turned to my friends from that band who were there with me
It felt as if I were about to go on stage with them in their band, but it wasn't my main band
Like I was playing with them, then my main band must be up next after them
I guess that's why I was carrying 2 guitars. A bass for their band and a normal guitar for mine
In another dream I had, similar to this, I overheard someone on the phone "pretending" to try pay their bills for something
I could tell by the way they seemed frantic, giving account numbers, etc, that they didn't have the money to pay the bills
They were pretending that there was a some type of error with the (several) bank account details they were giving to the person on the phone to take payment and that they didn't know why the payments were failing, when they obviously knew there we no money in the accounts and they were trying to buy time
It was some type of mechanical business and I knew that it was the son of the business owner and I also knew that they sponsored a up-and-coming female motorsport athlete
I think I could maybe see pictures of the girl they sponsored on the wall or something, I'm not exactly sure how I knew they sponsored her, but I knew and I decided to help him out
I motioned for him to give me the phone and even though I don't think he knew me that well (if at all) he gave me the phone
I played along with him trying to stall for time and said "Hi, I'm sorry but I think the money might have been paid into my account by mistake. Try this account instead ...."
The lady on the phone was pissed off with me at first, until she realised I was someone else giving her another account to try
There was some confusion for a second and I think it's because I was giving her a Australian bank account
But once she understood and got her payment of approx $18k, she was happy
I hung up the phone and told the guy it was paid
I then proceeded to pay all his other bills
Then finally, I took over the sponsorship for the young woman they sponsored, still honoring the use of their company/parts, etc, I just paid for it
I told him "it's OK, I'm happy to sponsor her on your behalf because you guys don't really have the money to do it, but I do"
What was strange to me about this dream is that I was conscious of my situation in this world of having no money while I was making the payment, but at the same time I knew for a fact (with 100% confidence) that money was not a problem for me, like I had plenty to spare
I'm thinking that maybe this is future playing as past again. With me thinking with my couscous present mine of having no money, as my future self appreciating what it's like to be in the situation where I have no money
To help someone who needed it, when I could
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