Wednesday, 10 June 2020

Black-widow tetras and a big beautiful goldfish

This dream was prior to another dream I had the same night about being a cop shooting a unarmed man, but I think it's related

The parts related in it are backwards/reversed in time, as things often are

Cops are raiding my house

I have a fish-tank and there are lights on the tank that for some reason, they think are used to grow pot

For a moment I feel like a criminal, like I've done something wrong. But I think it's out of habit of persecution. Whatever guilt I feel it's not because I'm actually guilty, because I quickly realise the lights for the fish tank are actually LED lights, they are useless for growing pot

I feel like I never had any intention of growing pot with them, but they couldn't be used for that any way, even if I wanted to

Then I noticed in a big fish tank, a group of black-widow tetras are attacking and killing a beautiful big (much larger than themselves) goldfish

The goldfish isn't fighting back and you can see that it's fins are almost gone. They've almost pecked it to death

I quickly grab some food, thinking they must be hungry and put a heap of food in the tank for them

But they ignore it and actually start attacking the goldfish even more

I quickly grab a net for the fish tank

My intention is to catch the black-widow tetras that are killing the goldfish in the net one by one and take them outside and throw them in the garden

Throw them in the soil outside and let them die. Let them fucking rot for attacking the big beautiful goldfish even when they had heaps of food and no reason to do it

But as I'm trying to catch return, the entire front of the fish tank cracks

"HOW?" I thought to myself? I didn't even touch it! Or if I did, it was nowhere near enough stress to break it like that

I couldn't believe it just "spontaneously" broke

I thought for a second about fixing it, because there were other breeds of fish in there that didn't attack the goldfish worth saving (I was resigned to the fact that both the goldfish and black-widow tetras were all dead) but it didn't seem feasible with everything else that was going on with the Police, etc

The dream ended with me wondering if it was worth saving the tank or just throwing it out and killing all the fish

Related to this dream (same night)

http://samseesandhears.blogspot.com/2020/06/highrise-apartment-and-shooting-unarmed.html?m=1

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