Whilst I am also looking over myself meditating
At the same time as I see a super-imposed image of the front and back halves of my body, being pulled apart, with connecting strings stretching out between them. Like cheese stretching out between two pieces of pizza
I also physically felt my a 4th version of my body somewhere else, being interfaced like an avatar
I could hear someone talking. "How is he still connected, when he's not plugged in? It's not possible"
Then I felt them attach some type of large plug or connection interface, into my back, exactly behind the heart. Or, seemingly, "re-attach" something
I feel the strong (and very real) physical sensation of a powerful electrical-like throbbing. Like energy surging into my body in a resonant wave, from whatever it was they attached
This feeling and the sensation of a 4th version of my body slowly faded
And as it did, the other 3 versions of my body all seemed to melt back into one
The stretched version faded from my vision
I opened my eyes and for a moment it was almost painful, as I watched I could see the bed below me (I was laying face down), but I could also still clearly see my body laying on the bed, as if I were floating above myself
The discomfort faded as the two pulled back into each other, as if they are momentarily out-of-phase
I was unusually disjointed for some time after this
It felt as though I was experiencing some type of pain, that it was no longer something I physically felt
The best way I could describe it would be like an overwhelming depression or emotional pain, that manifests as if you were feeling physical pain
Phantom pains
Something similar often happens to me, where I feel something I know is supposed to be an intense or shooting physical pain. But for some reason, I don't physically feel it
Sometimes I will convulse, scream and writhe (and even cry) as if I am experiencing tremendous pain
But there is actually no pain
It is a very confusing experience
My muscles contract and my body tenses up. I grit my teeth and hold my breath, trying not to scream
Everything you would do, when you experience intense sudden pain. But there is no pain
After a minute or two, when it passes, I'm left laying there wondering what the he'll just happened
It has happened so many times over the years, to varying degrees, that I've come to believe there is a different "version" of my body somewhere else that is directly connected to my version of the body in this world
That version of the body is experiencing tremendous pain, and I am experiencing the symptoms across our link to each other
Sometimes though, this connection seems to work the opposite way
I have had experiences where I feel very real pain, when it is not me who is physically experiencing it
Incredible pain, sometimes. Like someone performing surgery on my spine
I felt the pain of someone drilling into the vertebra in the middle of my back. Almost as if I were awake, while it were being done
I got the sense though, when this happened, that the other version of me who was actually being operated on, was unconscious and couldn't feel it
But for some reason, I could feel it on my end
I feel needles being inserted into my toes. Mainly the big toe
I've felt this happen so many times now, that I even understand (somehow) what I am feeling and why they do it
It is something they will do in medicine in the future. Blood chemistry is analysed from the toe, because they understand an important difference between "tissue" based blood chemistry and "circulatory" based blood chemistry
Samples taken through the big toe, give a more accurate picture of important data. To the point where they rarely take samples directly from the vein any more. I think this method also helps reduce peripheral complications during things such as surgery, dialysis, etc
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