This dream is a very lucid and clear dream
It it not like normal dreams, I
would call this a vision
The physics were close to the real
world, they were not like a dream
Everything was as clear as
if I were awake, living what was happening
Most importantly,
peoples eyes were “real” in the vision
When I looked at
someone, it was like looking in the eyes of a real person. Something
I believe distinguishes experiences like these as visions, rather
than dreams
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It is morning and I am
swimming at the beach of a beautiful cove. It feels like the East
Coast of Australia
As I am leaving the beach, I see a couple
of women that appear to be having tea or coffee, sitting at a table
outside some type of cafe by the beach
It appears, by the way
they are dressed, to be some time in the late 18th
century
I look at one of them and make eye contact. Her eyes
are striking and very, very real. As real as any eyes I've ever
looked into
They both smile at me eagerly, as if they are
hoping I take notice of them
I smile back at them humbly and
quickly continue on my way, not wanting to be improper, or to appear
as though I am being anything other than friendly. It feels like this
type of thing is common, with women being attracted to me (and making
it very obvious and apparent)
So I was polite and said good
morning, but was very deliberate in maintaining my decorum
I
walk to a nearby school or college, where it feels as thought I am
running late
Judging by the stone buildings and perfectly kept
green gardens, it appears to be a very upper-class, elite type of
school
I rush quickly through the front of the school and
enter into a large grass courtyard, which is surrounded by the old
stone buildings of the school
I pass by some boys in the grass
area of the yard, who are in their early teens
Judging by the
fact that it fees as though they are younger than me, and the women
in their 20's by the beach felt as though they were older than me, I
would guess I am probably somewhere around 17 or 18 years old
Though
the younger boys are dressed in martial arts attire, they seem to be
more “playing” martial artists, than doing any actual type of
actual training
I walk past them as they are joking around and
hassling, who I assume to be, grounds staff in the yard
They
notice me and one of them, being a bully and showing off to his
friends, throws a shuriken (ninja star) hardheartedly at me telling
me to catch
I don't think it is sharp, because even though it
hits me, it does not do any damage
I am however annoyed,
because I am late and I don't have time to deal with them
More-so,
I am annoyed at their behaviour to not only me, but to the others in
the courtyard who seem to be quietly taking their abuse. Probably
because they are in a position where they have to, or at the very
least, cannot do much about it
But I on the other hand,
honestly do not care and I can do something about it
So I
stop, pick up the shuriken off the ground and throw it back at the
laughing boy who threw it at me, telling him no thanks, and that he
can keep it
Except I throw it much harder and with
intention
Hard enough that it hurts him, blunt or not
He
starts screaming at me, as I continue to walk through the yard
ignoring him
He asks me if I know who he is. Then I hear him
screaming for his Father, who apparently works at the school in some
capacity
His wailing at being so egregiously wronged, causes a
large commotion in the background behind me, which I ignore as I am
more concerned about being late
As I reach the opposite side
of the (rather large) yard, a horse-drawn carriage comes racing up
the gravel road around the courtyard to intercept me before I enter
the building. It is being driven by men who I assume are some type of
administrators (and security, so it would seem) for the school;
Including the boys Father
The boy and his friends have also
followed, screaming their identification of me to the boys Father as
the carriage pulls up behind me
I consider for a second
ignoring the men jumping down from the carriage behind me telling me
to stop. But I instead stop and walk back to the carriage to talk to
them
As soon as the boys Father sees me, he turns and slaps
his son, calling him a fool
“Do you know who this is?”
The
boy responds that he does not, so his Father clarifies by saying “He
is the Crown Prince”
The boy fades and withdraws instantly,
as if he is trying to disappear
In this moment, I understand
exactly who I am
I was/am the the legitimate heir to the
British throne
But it doesn't feel as though my family is
seated on the throne for some reason
It feels as though, as if
by choice, we had allowed/were allowing/are allowing another family
to sit on the throne as a type of caretaker, so that we do not need
to
Or perhaps, because, we do not need to
Whatever the
case is, these men understand that I am the rightful heir to the
throne by blood. Even though I am somehow swimming at a beach in
Australia, and it would seem, attending a school somewhere in
Australia; instead of being in England
It seems as though some
people, like this man, know exactly who I am (possibly by necessity
of me attending the school), but most other people do not know who I
am
Or possibly, even, know that there is and exists, a more
rightful heir to the throne, than those who currently sit on the
throne
The boys Father apologises to me profusely about/for
his son
I tell him “Your boy should not be playing with
oriental weapons. Please deal with him, so that I do not have to”
He
apologises to me again and assures me that he will
I walk up
the stairs into a large stone building of the school
I walk
down a large open corridor to the left and hurry to my class-room
When I enter the room, the lights are off and everyone is
watching the projection of a very crude black and white film on the
wall
All the tables and chairs in the class-room appear to
have been cleared to one side of the class-room, so that the students
can all sit on the floor below the projection of the film
The
students have early versions of a movie camera on the ground with
them to examine quietly, while they were watching the film
I
quietly walk through the room to a table at the back of the
class-room, where two men are sitting with the projector
The
man I approach at the table does not seem impressed with me being
late by the way he looks at me, but he does not say anything. He just
quietly hands me a camera
More interestingly here:
I
surrender a folded up document to him at the table, which is my ID.
Which he takes and exchanges for a different set of ID documents
It
seems, that whenever I enter or leave the school, this man (who I
assume is one of my teachers) gives me a different set of ID
documents. And that he also takes care of the other set of ID
documents for more at all other times
I put the ID document he
gives me in my pocket, take the brick-sized camera and go to sit down
quietly with one of the female students at the front of my class
She
laughs and jeers me quietly for being late as I sit down next to
her
It feels as though she is my best friend
I examine
the camera for a moment on the ground in front of me as she is
talking to me, then I look up to watch the film on the screen in
front of me
I see the footage vividly. As clearly and
consciously as if I were awake, watching it in the waking world
It
is a silent film, of crude flickering black and white images
We
are watching what appears to be a rescue effort of some sort, during
some kind of disaster
There is flooding. Water is pouring out
the window of a building made out of what appears to be
mud-bricks
The water coming from inside the building is
getting desperately high, to the point where it is flowing out the
windows like a torrent
There is a man trapped inside the
building on the other side of the window, almost drowning in the
water that is flowing past him out of the window
He cannot
escape because there are bars on the window
Men outside are
frantically chipping away at the wall around the window, trying to
pull the bars out, so that the man can escape
A man climbs
onto the window and pulls with all his might against the bars, while
pushing outwards against the wall beneath the window with his feet.
Fighting to pull the bars out and free the man trapped inside
The
water is now so high, that the man can barely hold onto the bars. His
feet are slipping under the weight of the water pushing through the
window
But he keeps pulling, till eventually, a bar comes
free
As it does, he falls backwards off the window into the
torrent of water rushing out
As too does the man who was
trapped inside, who is spewed out through the window
I tell my
female friend I will be back in a moment
I turn around and
quietly approach a woman sitting on a chair behind us, in the back of
the class-room. I assume she is also one of my other teachers
I
sit on a chair next to her to talk to her and she quietly says
something to the effect of it being nice of me to make an
appearance
I apologise for being late
She leans over
and quietly whispers, to ask me “Are we going to dance feet-on-feet
later?”
It appears she is teaching me allot more than just
my regular studies
I get the feeling that we have been using
the cover of her tutoring me in dance after-hours, to have sex
I
tell her maybe
She is somewhere in her 20's and attractive,
but it feels as though she is way more into me, than I am into her. I
am not sure if she knows who I am or not, but it seems like she
likely does. And that this is likely the reason why she is so
interested in giving me 'dance lessons'
I ask to be excused to
go to the bathroom
She points out that I was late and only
just arrived, but then excuses me anyway, telling me to be quick
I
walk to the bathroom and very deliberately find a mirror, so I can
(consciously, as myself in the real, waking world) look at myself in
the mirror and see what I look like. And possibly work out who I am
in this vision
I look nothing like myself
I see myself
clearly
I look myself directly in the eyes and they, again,
are as real as any eyes I've ever looked at
I walk out of the
bathroom and notice a sign-in chart by the bathrooms, next to the
doors where I entered the building
I had forgotten to
sign-in
I am signing in, when I notice an old woman in dark
dress descending the large wooden staircase behind me
I think
she is the principle of the school
A feel a sense of
foreboding or something dark surrounding her
I turn to look at
her descending the stairs, but then ignore her to continue signing
in
She approaches me from behind and I feel a massive
magnetic-electrical energy surging against me from where she is
approaching
The disturbance becomes so great it is like I am
being electrocuted, except that this is a disruptive type of
repelling force. I am not conducting the energy. Nor am I insulating
it. Rather, it is pushing against me, and I against it, like magnets
pushing against each other
Only, to the point where the force
is disruptive and near painful
It feels like two impossible
forces being pushed together, to the point where they are becoming
violent
It starts to cause a physical pain in my body,
resisting the forces pushing against it
So much so, that I
wake up
Though when I wake up in my bed, I can still feel the
electrical energy pushing against me, while awake
Like some
type of invisible entity is trying to push through the electrical
fields of my body with its own, and the resistance is causing a
massive disturbance
Nearly painful
And nearly
impossible to describe, as it is unlike anything else I have ever
felt
For some reason, I instantly think of Queen Elizabeth
II
I don't know how or why, but this dark woman I saw
descending the stair-case has something to do with her
Somehow,
this impossible connection, or lack thereof, was something to do with
her. Very directly
A connection I am not at all happy
about/with
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