It was multiplayer with one of my online friends Div playing with me and two other people, though we were at different points on the map working inwards towards each other
Thursday, 24 December 2020
Splinter Cell Double Agent - Terrorist Hunt Game Mode
I was playing Splinter Cell Double Agent and was playing a multiplayer game mode I've never seen before where you have to hunt terrorists within a crowd of AI NPC running at you, without killing any of the civilians
Sunday, 20 December 2020
A Virus That Kills 7 Billion People
I had a dream where a man who was silenced (unable to talk) was crying whilst trying to warn someone of the exact date, time and place, that someone would intentionally release a virus that would end up killing 7 Billion people
The reason he was unable to talk is because he tried warning people. Nobody believed him
Worse than this, he seemed to actually be locked up or imprisoned somehow because he tried warning people
Sunday, 6 December 2020
Viewing My Own Soul - Looks Like A Sun
I was half asleep. Depressed and dissociative. Feeling unloved and disillusioned with the world, as usual
I saw something that looked like crescent of the sun
Almost like the Universal pictures intro, except with the sun, not the Earth
This was something I'm connected to, I could feel it, like it was unnatural for me to be seeing it
I felt momentarily disconnected in some way from my body
Something told me that the fact I can see my own soul is very bad
I'm not sure I'll be here much longer
But I honestly don't know if I care any more
Stefano Axing A Tree
I am swimming down a large pipe filled with water, way up in the sky like on the top of a mountain
A massive old shark swims in behind me that is the size of a large bull. It actually looks like a cross between a bull and a shark
At the end I fly up into the air and whatever it was I was riding on drops down into the ocean below while I'm flying past it in the air trying to see where it went
Then I see a man I know named Stefano with a large axe
He is angry with someone standing across from him
So he takes the axe and swings it, chopping deep into a tree standing between him
Somehow, the tree is connected to the person he is angry with
I can hear someone crying and screaming in the background vividly, like it's a real life person in pain
"No don't!" I scream at him "Leave the tree alone"
Stefano goes to take a second swing at the tree, but I jump in between him and the tree and grab the axe, so he can't swing it
He immediately stops his swing when I jump in between
"You're angry, that's fine. You have a problem with him, that's fine. But leave the tree alone" I say
I wake up feeling haunted by the person wailing in the background like a child who's been badly hurt
Wednesday, 2 December 2020
900 Years Before Man
I was in a void world
I was having a conversation with some type of beings or entities
To prove a point regarding something we were talking about, I showed them some type of empty and plain pinkish coloured realm
I told them that this was over 900 years before humans
Something either didn't like me showing them, or wanted me up consciously wake up to remember, because I woke up to the sensation of something crawling over my left elbow
Something I don't think was fully manifested and may not have even been there, even though I felt it enough to wake up in my bed
Whatever it was in me that was showing these beings or entities I was talking to a realm over 900 years before human ...
It felt innocent and gentle. Like something that would answer "Sure, show you the secrets of the Universe", even to the worst of those, who shouldn't know such things, because it's just too sweet and loving
The type who just wants to love and do, be and show amazing things to anyone and everyone the would be his friend
The sort that needs protection from those that would hurt him, because he would probably let them hurt him, even knowing they are going to, just to try make them happy and show them something amazing
Something too beautiful for this world
And probably too beautiful to be part of me
Saturday, 28 November 2020
Movies - The Rock Movie About Fear
Another of the movie dreams/visions I had from a few nights ago
The Rock (Dwayne Johnson) was in this movie
There is a woman and a man in the back of a pickup truck and a man on the drivers seat
My character in the movie isn't with them, I'm off somewhere else while they are waiting in the pickup
Something happens and a group of people think the woman (named Kate) sitting on the back of the pickup is in trouble
The driver tries to leave to avoid a confrontation, but there is allot of them and they stop them from leaving and take the girl Kate with them
I return and I am shown by the driver and man that was in the back of the pickup to a compound nearby where they took Kate to "protect her"
They are a large group of Islanders. Fijian, Maori, Samoan, or maybe a mixture of all of the above
And they are all huge
The Rock is amongst them, standing inside the compound with Kate, watching over her
I'm calling out from the gate to the compound asking to speak to her, where a massive Islander man is blocking me and pushing me back away from the gate
There is at least a hundred men inside, all standing watching, while I'm calling out to Kate to talk to her
They finally let her speak, but only to warn me that the Rock is a champion marksman, because he is standing with a bow and arrow, pulled back ready to fire, aimed right at me
I tell the driver and the man I'm with to leave
To go back to the car and wait
The man from the back of the car starts pleading with me saying "Please don't! There are women and children in there!"
My character pauses to consider what he's saying
"Please don't hurt them" he begs with me
The massive man standing at the gate laughs and says to him "Don't you worry about us. We are safe", to which he immediately and bluntly replies "NO! You are NOT!"
I finish considering what he was saying and reply to the man I'm with "I won't hurt and of the women or children", with which he concedes and quickly turns and leaves
The massive man on the gate that had been shoving me back up until then, immediately responds as well, threateningly asking me "what the ROCK you just say?"
He steps forward to grab me, but within a split second of his hand touching me, I've already punched him hard in the throat, cutting off his ability to breathe and hit him in the face two or three times hard enough for him to drop to his knees, gasping for breath
Seeing the man drop to the ground, the Rock fires his arrow, but I catch it in flight as it gets to me, spin 360 degrees and throw it back
The arrow just misses his head, but it's close enough to put a nice clean slice across his cheek and send him instinctively ducking for cover
Then my character goes on a rampage through the compound quickly and precisely killing every man there. Moving so quickly that most barely have time to realise they are being attacked, let alone defend themselves
A teenage boy goes to attack me and keeping my promise of not hurting and woman or children, I flip a hunting knife I took from one of the men around backwards and throw it as his head, so it hits his stock first and not blade first, and knocks him unconscious. He'll live
The Rock is still in cover and hiding from what is happening when my character is leaving the compound. But not before he leaves him with some final passing words
The dream/vision ends with me taking Kate and leaving the compound, with her looking back at it, as if she was sadly apologising for what happened. Like she didn't want it to happen, but there is nothing she could do to stop it
Thinking about this while waking up, I believe that this is the opening sequence of a movie where the Rock plays a very different type of hero to his normal movies
Even though I only saw the first scene of the movie, it is as if I saw the whole thing, as I seem to know that the rest of the movie would entail
It's a movie about undermining fear. Disempowering even the strongest of us
After this attack. There is a opening montage of news media, court cases, interviews with experts etc, about what is classified as the single largest mass killing spree in history
It's realistic though. Not the normal cinema "100's dead and nobody cares or notices" type of action film
News is all over it, treating it like a terrorist attack
Clips of a nation-wide manhunt, conspiracy theories about who the man is
A court case in the years to come. Realistic looking footage of a persecutor re-enacting the military precision in which the man moved through the complex picking off victim after victim with weapons (fund and knives) stolen from the men he was killing
It shows clips of the Rock as the "sole survivor" (this doesn't make sense to me, because I thought my character left the women and children alive. I guess not)
It shows how the world actually moves on and forgets about trying to find the man (or Kate and the other men) involved ...
And more specifically, how the Rock is vilified and alienated from society. How he ends up unfairly wearing allot of the anger and hatred people feel about what happened
Then after the title montage ...
It shows the Rock living as a recluse. Afraid to go out in public because of how recognisable he is, he won't even get out of his car to collect food from his friends restaurant/bar. He waits in the car while they bring it out to him. Refuses a initiation to come in for a drink while being given his food (being assured that nobody there will probably even recognise him or care), then looks on longingly at the people having fun before he drives off
It shows him researching online in the dark, obsessively, checking forums webpages and news reports for any bit of information he can find about what happened
Then also, shows him training religious, in private, away from people or gyms. At most, 1 on 1 with a instructor
The hand-to-hand combat instructor teaching him ensures him that he is good enough. That he is as good as him now and there is not much more he can teach him (It's pretty much just sparring at this stage) and the Rock disagrees, saying that he's not as good as the man from that night and he needs to be better. To which he is asked, even if he finds the man, how is ever gonna hope to confront him, when he can't even confront what's outside his door?
Then the Rock finds traces of the man online. Most specifically, a web forum post where someone posts the exact parting words that the man said to him on that night. Something that had never been made public
Then he's back with intelligence agents from some Government agency, telling them about what he had found. Pursuing the man with them, then eventually coming in to ID a man that they take into custody
A man that is actually the man they are after
There is a very surreal and dark scene where they allow the Rock to talk to the man while in custody even though he is scared. Because he feels safe, seeing that the man is in custody
But he quickly learns by talking to him, that he's not safe
The man knows things he shouldn't or couldn't know. He is playing games. He wasn't caught, he just wants it to look as though he's caught
He's come out of hiding for a reason and whatever it is, the Rock is part of his plan
I won't go into any more detail of this, except to say that it ends up with a President assassinated and a much larger plan built around the Rocks self debilitating fear
That can only be overcome and contested by him finally realising how powerful he actually is
Though .... It is far from a happy ending
It is a very dark ending. Much like movies such as Arlington Road or Usual Suspects
Movies - Line In The Sand / Party Movie
Recently I've been having dreams/visions that are scenes from movies
Movies I haven't seen, that haven't been made. They don't exist and likely will never exist
Something literally told me, that I am seeing these movie scenes to prevent inspiration for the movies being given to those who would write the movies and release them
Apparently myself and others like me are being shown so that those who would normally see the scenes and write the movies never receive their inspiration. They are being shown to people who will ignore them and do nothing with them
They went further than this to explain that, until the true musicians have been given their right to have their music heard by the world back, the movie "illuminated" will no longer be given their movies. If they are going to take the music away from the true musicians and music creators, they are going to have all their movies taken from them
So we can probably expect the quality of movies over the next few years you be awful, until they learn their lesson and give back what is not theirs to control
I think it has mainly to do with those in charge of the music industry who have no idea about music, who think it's OK to fabricate artists and ignore the true artists, so that they can gain control through it
They need to be removed and the the artists freed. The fake artists have to stop being glorified
I had very clear visions (more than a dream. Consciously awake/aware. And to vivid and clear to be a dream) years ago where I saw a particular how a particular group of people are given their inspiration for writing movies
They were literally sitting and watching movies that didn't exist yet, so that they could then go and write them in the waking world
I was given a tour of their "realm" by some type of 3rd party entity
Those in the realm watching the movies seem startled that I was there and being shown their little secret
They were assured that I was only there to check it out, I wasn't staying
In that circumstance I was watching a comedy movie with Rose Bryne in it. A movie that I don't believe has been made yet, still
So they are years behind
Perhaps they have finally caught up to their blockage. In which case they have at least 4-5 years of no movies from now
And it will keep getting longer and longer until they free the music
This particular dream/vision I saw two scenes
The first movie was set in Ancient Egypt, back in the old days when the spinning and Pyramids were surrounded by lush green growth and a canopy of trees, much like the jungle pyramids in places like Guatemala
A man is running through the jungle trying to escape a large group of people who were pursuing him (barbarian?)
The man passes a large Sphinx (comparable in size to the great Sphinx) which very distinctly had a DOGS HEAD on it, standing in the first with light vines growing over it
When he gets past the head of the Sphinx towards its tail, he drops to the ground exhausted from running, as if he's finally safe
The Sphinx signals some type of border. Safe lands, that the group know they aren't allowed to enter
They all stop before the Sphinx, considering whether or not they should cross the border before they start to move across anyway, towards the man laying on the ground
As soon as they do, one lone man wearing well-crafted green clothing, with fine stitching (clothes that look similar to what you see in Egyptian hieroglyphs) steps forward screaming a loud and bloody sounding war-cry holding a long spear-like weapon, where the spear tip was more like a long thin blade along one side of the tip
He walks forward and confronts all the men screaming
He is some type of guard. He gives them a demonstration of his proficiency with the spear weapon, twirling it around, before drawing a clean line on the ground for the men, daring them to cross
A few men cross and are very quickly and efficiently cut down by the guard
After he kills them, he draws another line
This time many of them all cross at once and he proceeds to kill them all
This is a generalisation. Some of it is very impressive and would make for good cinema, but I won't go into it
I've had many different dreams and visions involving Sphinx in what looks like the jungle/forest before. It seems to be a recurring them
Some with dogs heads. Some with lions heads
Once even with a human head. Though this one wasn't really in the Forest/jungle, it was on the edge of it, just before a clearing where a small town or city of people lived
I was walking through the jungle/forest and came across the Sphinx and as I walked past it I saw that the jungle/forest ended and civilisation began
The other dream I had last night involved a party type movie, possibly a comedy though it didn't seem that funny, where I landed in a tropical place, like an island and did all the normal sorts of things they do in party movies like this
(It's worth mentioning that I see myself in these movies, acting as one of lead roles. Though somehow, I know they are supposed to be movies)
Then there was one of me breaking into some type of college/university
I think I'm trying to get something hidden inside that it feels like they took from me
I am trying to hack open the system, when the system student administrator turns up and is looking over my shoulder watching me
I ask him to "disable the hi-lo system" (the door access system at the University/College for determining high or low access) so that anybody can enter any door they want
He seems to be very interested in helping me, like he doesn't like those in control, or he wants to be the bad guy for whatever reason, but he doesn't want to get in trouble
So I tell him "tell them I made you do it and you didn't have a choice"
He immediately helps me, excited, as if he will enjoy fucking them over
Then there is another movie where I wake up from a party on the floor
The people that are holding the party also work on the kitchen. They have to clean up and then make lunch for all the workers at some type of mining site or fly-in/fly-out location
I am hungry, but don't want to ask for food. They give me some anyways
I end up in a classroom where they are doing a course for qualifications for a job within the mines/group. Something to do with operating their computers, equipment or systems
But I don't do that job. I don't even work there
Even still, I sit around and keep quiet, hoping to learn and get the qualification without them realising I shouldn't be there
Wednesday, 25 November 2020
Being Called "My King" With Thunder
This morning I was awoken by loud thunder (for a storm that once again missed us, like always)
Something was talking to me in my sleeping state. It wasn't a dream/vision because there was nothing visual with it, it was all auditory/sound and I was in the state between sleep and awake
Several times, the thing that was talking to be referred to me/called me "My King" ...
And as if to emphasise it (or perhaps to wake me up so that I remember it talking to me) a loud rumble of thunder hit Darwin
This thunder only happened a few times and at least two of those happened directly after whatever it was talking to be referred to me as/called me "My King"
Worth mentioning that this was another storm without rain. Yet another storm and another year, where the rains aren't coming
People in this world seem to be confused about how the rains in Darwin work. They thing our wet season consists of a couple weeks rain at the end of the year. And even that rain is measly showers and no real storms
Even the meteorologists blatantly lie about the rains
They ignore the fact we don't get a proper wet season any more
More so, they make stupid claims and lies like "wet season is coming early" when they are referring to early-to-mid December. This isn't early, it's late!
I lived through enough wet seasons to know when the rains come
It's as if they have accepted that something is horribly wrong with our rains
Darwin doesn't get it's proper concentration of rainfall, the rest of Australia's flow doesn't work properly ...
In turn, the flow to the rest of the world doesn't work properly
I know this for fact
Yet some southern idiots who think they are Terrorians because they've been here a few mango seasons are somehow in Government and power up here and are destroying Darwin, killing the wet season with it
It works both ways
The rain will not seem to fall on the infection
The blood seems to refuse to feed the cancer
This town hangs on but a thread, but it's the equivalent of a zombie
A near-dead version of what was once good and beautiful
I hold hope it can recover
But something needs to be done about the severe and systemic corruption in Darwin
Police, Government, Law, they are all disgustingly and unapologetically corrupt
We are in dissent
Tuesday, 24 November 2020
A Long-Distance Push Bike Race To Darwin And A Train Ride Over The Narrows In The Future
There is a long-distance push-bike race to Darwin from somewhere far down south
I'm racing in it
They are talking about someone being disqualified for dangerous racing
I try to find out exactly what they mean by "dangerous" so that I don't get disqualified for doing the same thing
I can't quite understand what they mean when they say "he was using dangerous tracks", but I think it has something to do with how he was overtaking people in the race
Somehow, even though the race begins somewhere down south, like Alice Springs, or even South Australia, it is starting from JB carpark in Berrimah
I am racing and I see a very clear image of a massive highway in the future
This highway is massively wide and made of concrete, instead of the thin highways we have made of bitumen
A truck is driving along the middle of this highway that is similar to one of the massive mining trucks used to transport mined earth
Except I think that this truck is being used for long-distance haulage down the middle of Australia
As if, maybe in the future, we are using massive trucks like these, on massive highways down the middle of Australia, to transport goods instead of roadtrains, or trains
I pass the on-coming truck racing towards Darwin
I am winning the race
Apparently I record the fastest time coming into the end of a section of the race
I slide down a set of stairs on my back, holding my bike
A woman at the bottom asks me if they judge the race by distance and I tell her, no, it is judged by time ...
And I am winning
Then a woman is cooking hotdogs in the oven, along with potato bakes
I ask her if we can put in more hotdogs because I'm really hungry. She assures me there is enough and when I look, it looks like she might be right
She gives me a hotdog, which turns into a sausage roll as I'm eating it
I'm hiding in a corner eating a sausage roll, like a little kid who is clutching a meal that's all theirs, as if it's something to be treasured and they might not ever get another
She calls me over and asks if I want to try something she is cooking for me
I go over to the oven and the potato bakes are ready. They are covered in melted cheese and look delicious
She mixes one of them up and asks me to try it
I blow on it to cool it down before eating it. But something tells me it's already cool enough to eat
I think this has something to do with fat being eaten away off my body, because I also saw a momentary image of fat cells being broken down
Then at the end of the dream ...
I am on a train, looking downwards out the window
We are at least 4-5 storeys in the air, looking down on the Stuart Highway, passing the Narrows, heading towards Darwin City
I'm looking down at the newly constructed government apparent buildings in the Narrows from above as we pass them
They can literally walk straight onto their balconies from the road
It seems there is some type of 2 layer road into the narrows now
Something in me is confused, because they weren't supposed to be able to access the outsides of the elevated buildings, because they aren't actually balconies, they are just outside parts of the building structure. Yet not only have they allowed them access, they have facilitated it. And, on the front of the building, they have even gone through extra construction to add access where there should be none and give them balconies
It is all very strange to me and seems dangerous, though, it does look well built and reinforced
Then the train I am on turns right at the Stuart Highway overpass onto (over the top of) Bagot Rd, heading towards Casuarina
The train is so high off the ground that we pass over the top of the overpass
American Stock Car Racing And Russian Nuclear Submarines
I'm American and I'm watching my son win American stock car races such as NASCAR and/or Daytona
He is so good that they begin to analyse how he drives, to see how it differs to other drivers
What makes him so good, compared to everyone else, that he cannot be beaten?
As his father, I help them with their studies, allowing them to analyse how I drive
They see something in the way we shake hands, to do with our index fingers, which is similar to how we grip the wheel. The position of our index finger both while shaking someones hand, as well as gripping the steering wheel, is different to most peoples. We hold our index finger separately to the rest of the fingers, almost as if we are pointing with it
We also both also share a driving trait with Australian Racing legend Peter Brock. Driving holding the steering wheel from the side with our right hand, while resting our elbow against the window/door
While analysing my driving style, they realise that I can drive a stock car just as well as my son, if not better
Then in driving a stock car against him on the track
He is angry because I'm beating him
I'm unapologetic
If I can drive better than him, I'm going to. He just needs to get better to beat me
Which I think he might/may actually end up doing. There is a momentary sense of him beating me, or me getting caught up cars on the track, like I no longer win
Maybe I crash
Then ...
Instead of being a American father given a stock car to race in against my son, I'm a Russian father being given a brand new type of nuclear submarine
This submarine the most advanced piece of technology Russia has the created
Like the American version is myself, my son is annoyed, because the submarine they give me is newer and superior to the type that he is given to captain
And rather than getting caught up in traffic, I get the sense that this submarine can do places no other someone can go
I see a shallow, muddy causeway. Most boats would struggle to pass through this mud, let alone a submarine
This submarine surfaces and pushes through the mud with ease, coming straight out the other side
It's as if it somehow burrows its way through, coming out the other side like it was nothing
Something my sons submarine can not do
I think this dream has (may/might have) something to do with teaching a lesson to those forces who world interfere in this world with things such a those who shine to brightly in this world ...
And are gone too soon
Something interferes with them when this happens
Something in this world tries to "balance things" by taking them from this world
The same form of intelligence that does this is actually responsible for all the dangers that come as a result
Though I doubt it would admit or acknowledge it ...
It's interference will almost always lead to a far bigger problem
Something it will again likely try to preempt, resolve and again, make even worse
Monday, 23 November 2020
Moving Picture Printers On Standard Paper
I'm some time in the future
My friend David is visiting me at my house
It's my house on Kailis St, the same one I live in now
David is dating someone who works at a printing shop
He gives me a standard piece of A4 paper with a printed image on it that is moving like a video
It's a video of me driving a golf buggy that we filmed at some stage when we are hanging out together. Where I'm pretending to race the buggy as a joke, as if it's a race car, when it's so slow that senior citizens on their buggy are faster than us
I'm amazed at the fact he can get a movie video file printed on a standard piece of paper
"How the hell does it produce sound?" I ask looking at both sides of the piece of paper amazed
For a moment I am transported into the physics of how I think it works. With cascading layers of ink, repeatedly collapsing their structure, much like layers of image stacked on each other in a disk image
You need a special type of printer, which he has brought with him to my house
This technology is not just new, it's never been seen before, or even heard of yet
It's amazing to me
I start to create a mobile phone message that includes both my brothers, my Dad, my sister, Mum and everyone else that would be amazed to see it
But I'm looking for my Dad in my phone and I can't find him
As normally happens in my dreams, things keep stupidly changing, so I can't use things such as technology when I want to
The interface on the phone keeps changing and I keep having to reanalyse it, to work out how to use it
Then while I'm working out how to use the phone, I lose the piece of paper
For some reason, now there is mountains of pieces of paper on my bed and I can't find the piece I need/want
I'm falling asleep as I do it
David says I'm exhausted and wonders why I'm trying to stay away
I tell him that this is just what life is now. I'm not exhausted, but I need to sleep
He talks about the direction I'm sleeping in and how it agrees me
Then, at the end of this dream, I'm sweeping the floor in our loungeroom, all the way down to my bedroom
For some reason the floor is dirt and I'm raking the dirt, roughing it up and making it soft and fresh, as if I'm preparing it to have something planted in it
Then I'm looking into the door of my sisters old room, next to mine, and I see some type of electric creature
It has luminous green eyes and outline to its face
Almost like it's eyes are made out of big night-vision goggles, glowing luminous green in the dark
It is humanoid, but it is cowering down with its head near the ground, so low I have to look down at it
We look at each other and I feel anger towards it welling inside me
I wouldn't say I hate it, but I'm definitely not fond of it
I turn and walk into my room with a feeling of "live and let live". Even though I dislike whatever it was greatly, I leave it be and don't negatively effect it
This same night, I've woken up and my sister is vacuuming
I've also woken and looked at the tiny green dot glowing in the dark from my Toshiba Notebook
This makes me wonder how it we see our surroundings without eyes while we are sleeping
Tuesday, 10 November 2020
Speaking "Hermetic Egyptian", French And Other Languages
I'm explaining to a woman that I speak languages I don't understand
She doesn't believe me, so I speak to in a middle-eastern sounding dialect
I tell her it's "Hermetic Egyptian"
A woman named Shannon appears dressed as a French-woman, so I speak to her in French
It turns out she doesn't know French
I start speaking another language and the woman mocks me speaking gibberish to imitate me
This annoys me because what I am speaking has a undeniable structure, which means she is a blockage (intentional naysayer). Those I don't consider to be real people
Monday, 9 November 2020
Bradie And I Laying In Bed - Related To Last Two Dreams
This vision/dream is one I had a long time ago that was very real
This one was more than just a vision/dream, I was seated on someone elses body. I could see, hear, touch, smell, taste, everything
For a moment I could even take over their body to consciously speak as myself
I was laying in bed talking to Bradie. It was not sexual, but I still won't go into detail
I realised consciously that I was someone else and I took over their body for a second to let Bradie know it was me
"Bradie, it's Sam Korn" I said, then started to explain that I don't know how I am there, that I just woke up there ...
But as I'm doing it, my control over them slips and I wake back in my own body
She definitely heard the "it's Sam Korn" part though, because she replied to me saying "What? What do you mean?"
I think this is somehow directly tied to the dreams I had tonight
Band Recording With Producer
This vision/dream leads into the other vision/dream I wrote about before this where someone was trying to kill me
He is the same producer that my band recorded with
Two band members names are Ross and Caleb
I listen to their recording and tell them it is good
There is allot of detail I'm leaving out and won't go into
Someone Trying To Murder Me By Clubbing Me Over The Head - I Kill Them
I won't go into the exact details on/with/about this vision/dream because it is very full-on, intense and violent
Too much details would be more horrific for me to write, than it was to experience. Let alone sound psychotic to anyone reading it
I'll put it very simply
Someone has been killing people. Somewhat like a serial killer. It is in the news or something similar, because I am aware of it when this person is talking about it
He is driving a 4WD and giving me a lift somewhere
I'm not sure if I'm hitchhiking or not, but I'm getting a lift of him somehow
It's in rural/outback Australia, or similar
The people who have been killed have all been clubbed to death with heavy objects
He tells me he is the one that's been doing it
He pulls out a wrench from beside his seat and hits me in the head with it while he's driving
I wrestle with him to get it off him
Even though he's hit me once over the head, I'm still not fully aware of the danger in in, or that I'll have to kill him
It hasn't funny sunk in that he's trying to kill me yet. I'm trying to think of some other explanation
Surely he's joking about killing those other people
Surely he's not really trying to kill me
It while I'm struggling to stop him from clubbing me in the head again with the wrench, he grabs another wrench in his other hand and hits me in the head again with that one
Now I'm struggling to take two off him, he simply drops on and grabs another
After being hit in the head a third time I realise he's not going to stop and he's trying to kill me
Its hard to stop because he keeps grabbing another heavy club, then another, then another and I've only got two hands to try hold him back, hold one of his hands and try stop him swinging with the other
So I grab one of the wrenches and I swing back
I don't want to kill him, just stop him trying to kill me
I just want to knock him out
But he won't stop
And I can't knock him unconscious
I end up clubbing him repeatedly in the head, harder and harder each time, to try stop him
In the end he does seem to go unconscious, but somehow it feels like he's still wrestling with me
He ends up throwing up foam
And I'm still hitting him in the head with the wrench. I won't stop until I know he's dead and I'm safe
I won't go into any more detail, but he stood stops and I'm safe
Though the car has gone off the road in the process, ran into something and come to a stop
Besides a sore head and some scrapes and bruises from the wrestling and him clawing at my face, I'm OK
And he is more certainly very dead
His head very unpleasantly hunched over I my lap in the passengers seat, making a mess
I call the police
They question me and I tell them my story
They don't seem to believe me at first with one cop questioning my story even though I've got large lumps on my head and scrapes on my face from the mans fingernails ...
And I'm obviously traumatised
I start trying to explain myself incredulously to the cop. Why would I kill the person driving the car while they are driving? Why would I call the cops?
It doesn't make sense and I can't believe her questioning me like I did something wrong when someone just tried to kill me
Another cop, hearing what is happening, immediately stops him from talking to me and apologises to me
The man driving the car is well and truly dead. Whoever he was
Another unsettling vision/dream that is a little too real and unsettling for my liking
At least it wasn't as bad as some other visions/dreams I've had
The vision/dream where I was stabbed in the chest from behind with a sword, right under the ribcage was the worst
I could feel everything
I could taste the metal of the sword in the back of my throat (I think it may/might have been a bayonet, I'm not sure because I was stabbed from behind and didn't see them)
But worst of all I could feel the panic and sense of urgency about having it in my body and being impaled
The urgent need to get it out of me while I grasp at it, but being unable to do so, because they are pushing me forward keeping me on it
Then the relief of it being pulled out
From this vision/dream I learned (psychologically) why people aren't able to properly defend themselves from being stabbed again, after someone has stabbed them the first time. Because all you can think about is the taste of the steel, that it shouldn't be in your body and you need to get it out ...
Then when it comes out, your are overwhelmed with a feeling of everything being semi-normal. Your brain wouldn't be able to think fast enough to go properly defensive before it happens again, if it happens as quick as when it happened to me in my vision/dream
I woke up from this one and I could still feel where I had been stabbed. I could still taste the steel in the back of my through, similar to how you taste anaesthetic when it is injected into your body
A unnatural and awful taste
I can still remember it now, unfortunately
It is not something you would ever want to experience
Though the vision/dream I had tonight was rather graphic and unpleasant, at least it wasn't physically painful like some of the others
I didn't feel the pain of myself getting hit in the head in the vision/dream, though I am sure it hurt ...
Whoever it was would have one hell of a headache afterwards
Saturday, 7 November 2020
Future Medicine - Injections Into Big Toe
I've experienced this one more times than I can count
Injections being given to people through their toes. Mainly the big toe. Right into the flesh through the tip of the toe, beside the bone
This includes things like hospital drips that are usually intravenous
I'm lead to believe that the reason is that the toes and feet are the ideal place on the body for injecting fluids, because it has the best flow and pressure mix for quick, effective and even delivery into the blood without using a vein
And that it is far better and safer (and quicker and more affective) this way than using a vein
And that there is also some inherent danger with IV that we don't fully understand at the moment, where it causes the body confusion regarding it's chemistry and hence inhibits the bodies ability to react and adapt accurately to it's chemistry. Apparently introducing fluids through the feet fixes this issue because it's registered and absorbed within tissue and the heart at the same time, rather than delivering to the heart first
If what I'm lead to believe is correct, this will correct allot of inherent issues with IV delivery that we aren't aware exist
Friday, 6 November 2020
Visiting Open Cut Mines In The Northern Territory And Comparing Them To Their Relative Geological Position On The Moon
I am in a hotel room with my Mum. It feels like I am the owner of the hotel
We are in room 47
I request a wheelie bin be brought up from a very specific storage room, relative to a specific folder on my computer labelled simply "W". I am hiding something in the folders relative hard storage in the room downstairs
There is a knock at the door and employees of the hotel have started bringing up hundreds of wheelie bins
I tell them that I don't need the whole 47th floor. I just need the one in a room by itself labelled "W"
Rather than mess around, I go down and collect it myself and bring it back up to my Mum
The contents belong to her
The hallway seems to change orientation while I'm gone and I can't remember if we were in room 47 or not
I go to knock at the door, but my Mum opens it before I do and let's me in
I give her the contents of the wheelie bin
Then I'm in a massive tree in the Nothern Territory bush of Australia. Somewhere like Jabiru
A family of people living up on top of large boulders, where the tree grows past
When you climb up the tree from the boulders, there is only one way to possibly get up to the people/family sleeping in the tree
One person stands watch over the way in. Which is me
Something is trying to pull down on the branches and get at the family in the tree
Something is threatening our safety
Then, the tree is cut down
Something cut it down and the tree is being slid alone a gravel like road
I'm holding onto the tree as it's moving, refusing to let go
There are roads in the bush now everywhere
I go on a expedition with the people who are with me
I find someone with a vending machine full of beer. It feels like it belongs to me. Or rightly that it is mine
The cans are coke cans, but they have beer in them
This is definitely about the impact of the British on aboriginal culture
This is where things get very strange
I change into someone far more developed and capable than they are
I'm wandering through a open cut mining site and examining it
The others who were with me are gone. I feel like they were too worried about entering the mining site without permission
There is meant to be a (very) sacred site here. A stone outcrop with something special attached to it. A place where you feel the reverence just be being there ...
But there is nothing here except a car park with mining vehicles parked in it
The beautiful rock outcrop is so far gone that the flattened land has actually regrown trees where the site used to be
People notice me walking around the mining site taking a look. I start to leave and I find the other 2 people who were with me, waiting outside the site for me near the mining offices
It doesn't matter we've been located. I've seen enough to know I'm disgusted and unhappy with that is happening here ...
And we won't be around when they come to get us anyway
I use some type of device to implant a small locating device beneath the skin in each of our necks
Then I activate some type of device that allows us to travel through time and space
We immediately disappear from the mining site ...
And for a moment we are on the moon. It feels as though we are comparing the mining site to it's relative location on the moon. Like they are in reality the exact same geological location, just in two places
Upon comparing the sites it feels to be as if they don't line up. Like the mined site is incorrect when compared to the site I find in the future. They aren't the same world, somehow
The one on the moon in the future doesn't seem ruined, like the one I looked at in the past on Earth
We use the device to teleport ourselves again into some type of future compound
It feels to me like a scientific outpost. Something to do with the device that is sending us through time
I explain a bit about how the device works to one of the people in with while we are travelling through time/space, but I won't go into it here
When we are arrive, it feels like wherever we are, we aren't meant to be there. But I'm not worried. In fact, I don't care in the slightest
I'm not sure the place is on Earth. It doesn't feel like Earth. But I'm not sure it is the moon either, because we just came from there. Unless we travelled through time and stayed on the moon
Wherever we are, it feels like it's hidden, or underground, or more specifically, like we wouldn't be able to survive outside. Maybe because we can't breathe, or because of the pressure, I'm not sure
One other thing I'll mention, is that even though it feels like it is way into the future compared to Earth now, it feels like it is still the past and very primitive compared to wherever (and whenever) we are from
It feels like the technology we just used to travel there isn't ours. It is some primitive version of something that we are easily able to "borrow" without asking
I think maybe we need to physically borrow their technology, because of where it sits in time. It enables us a way to physically locate a particular time and place in history
The people I am with thank me for getting them out of the other time period at the mine
I tell them not to thank me yet, then use a handheld device I locate in the facility to remove the tracking device from under the skin in their neck. Something that seems pretty painful, considering it literally squeezes the skin to push it back out the hole it entered through
Workers at the facility have realised by now we are there and have located us
I'm not at all worried. It feels like I'm allowed to use whatever past technology and locations that I need or want. Though I'm not sure I've ever visited the site, it feels like I'm at home. Like I know the site like the back of my hand
They are in the process of asking us who we are and telling us not to move while they call security, when they receive a message
The person who receives the message interrupts the one reprimanding us as intruders and tells them they have a message from the Queen
He replies and tells them "not now", but they immediately clarify that the message isn't from call-sign Queen, it's from THE Queen
The message they receive says very simply "Release Them Now"
Freaked out, they immediately obey and leave us alone
There is more after this, but I'm intentionally leaving it out
Thursday, 5 November 2020
Helping Meika Woollard Centre And Focus Her Thoughts
In this dream/vision am in a room with Meika Woollard. She is asleep and tangled up in some elastic ropes which are also attached to the post of the bed she is sleeping in
I try to really gently untangle her, as not to wake her while I do
I fail. She wakes up and realised she's tangled in long elastics connected to the bed and realises I'm trying to help her and untangle her
I apologise telling her I was trying not to wake her up and she laughs and says it is OK
I realise there is no more point being slow and gentle and I simply break the elastics with my hands and free her
Then she is doing her nails. She keeps saying "Samuel" and I'm wondering if she's calling her nail polish Samuel or calling me Samuel
I'm about to go over and ask her if she wants me to do her nails for her, but something distracts me that needs me attention before I can
It sounds funny to say, and probably would have sounded funny to her for me, a man, to offer to do her nails. But I think I actually knew how to do them when i was offering, because I had a sub-vision of myself doing a womans nails and even showing her a trick to getting a wavy effect with a light gold glittery second layer by hanging her fingers down and lightly shaking them after applying drops in a very specific place on her finger
I think the thing that distracted me was another young girl, because after this I have a girl who is younger than Meika climbing on my shoulders
I'm not sure if she's supposed to be my daughter or not, but it doesn't feel like it
She's not that much younger than Meika. They might even be the same age. But for whatever reason she is sitting on my shoulders, like we are playing, like you would with a child who is much younger
Its all very innocent and sweet. It feels like she is trying to wrestle with me and I'm basically being her big old play-fight punching bag, letting her win
Possibly she is trying to do some type of 'sitting on the man's shoulders', leg grapple style fighting moves like you see in the movies. It seems like a valid reason why it feels like a girl who is way too big for shoulder rides is innocently sitting on my shoulders
Meika is studying while its happening and I notice her talking to herself, like she is answering her own thoughts, while trying to work out the answer to a question
I notice from this that she struggles to centre and focus her thoughts, so I tell the girl on my shoulders to quickly jump off for a second
When I do, she does it, but runs off into one of the bedrooms like I've offended her or hurt her feelings
I almost run after her to explain why I needed her off, but I decide she can wait a minute and that she'll understand when I go tell her after talking to Meika
I go sit next to Meika on the floor where she is studying
"Your mind buzzes doesn't it?" I say to her, sincerely recognising a problem I have myself in how I saw her talking a problem through with herself
She is confused at first, until I illustrate how she is tries to think, but a million thoughts keep jumping around in her mind at once and she needs to constantly try sort through them all
She understands my explanation (with hand gestures to illustrate), freaking out that I understood exactly what she is experiencing
I tell her to try something and show her how to centre and focus her thoughts
It seems to work because she instantly seems like she becomes still along with her thoughts
(I'm not going to detail what it was or how it is done, so that if anyone is ever interested in what I'm writing here, they can ask the question and I'll tell/show them)
I explain to her why it happens
"You are sitting her studying, not doing anything else. But your mind, it wants to be up and doing other things, so it does, even while you are sitting there. Your mind and thoughts become like a toddler running around you in circles, while you are sitting there trying to drink a cup of tea"
She laughs and agrees saying "Oh my God, that's exactly what it's like!"
I go a little more in depth her including offering to show her other ways to meditate and clear or quiet the mind, whilst I'm starting to walk out of the room ...
So that I can go apologise to the girl I asked to get off my shoulders and explain I had something important I needed to explain to Meika for a second before I forgot and that's why she needed my attention
I woke up here
Flying Around A University. No Singing For Me
I'm flying as I often do in dreams
And as also often happens, I'm unable to control how I land. Something else takes control and puts me where it wants, instead of where I want to be
When I land I see a guitarist I know named Tristan
I explain to him that I sometimes have trouble landing when in flying, like the TV show 'The greatest America hero'
He walks of with a group of people to do something so I follow him
We end up in a massive outdoor University courtyard that looks like a undercover study hall filled with concrete tables
There are also of students there gathered for what I believe is their lunch, or maybe a study period
They are all gathered because in the corner there is a small podium-like stage and small P.A that musicians are taking turns performing songs through
It looks like a open-mic thing for the students at the University
The person on stage is performing the 'Believe it or not' theme from the TV show 'The greatest American hero'
I get excited for a moment because this is my chance to perform in front of a crowd and show them my musical talent
I run up to the person organising the stage to ask if all the slots are full and before I can even ask they say "Yes they are all full ... Sorry"
I'm sad and disappointed I won't get to sing
I start to ask them if I can perform tomorrow, but they aren't paying attention or listening to me ...
Then I wake up
Warning Someone As A Grey Alien
I am a Grey Alien. Or some similar type of humanoid creature with black eyes
I am with a group of humanoids with a similar appearance to us/those here on Earth. I don't know for sure if they are though, or whether it is maybe far into the future, because the technology they are using is far more advanced than anything we even dream of in this world
I don't remember the start of this dream, but I know there is more to it
I am somehow assisting them, or cooperating with them to work on something, understand something, or develop something they (and I) are working on
Its hard to explain because the technology and what they are doing doesn't really make enough sense to put into context in a way people here would understand
I can understand by how I felt, the general idea of what they were trying to do, but I couldn't explain how the technology worked exactly, or what the purpose of it is/was
Basically (very basically), they were using a concentrated blue energy, or beam of light to manipulate perceived dimensional reality
So that although you are still within your own body, everything around you slipped into a different version of reality
Everything to could see, taste, smell, feel, everything, was somehow layered or folded over your perspective of reality in (and to) this world, like a superimposed image
The humanoids tried to intentionally trap me within the beam of light, by all but pushing me into it, while I was helping them with it
I saw reality after reality folding over each other and changing like the channels on a T.V and I felt sad because of what they were doing
It was unfair. I was trying to help them. But what they are doing, they know they aren't allowed to do
From what I could tell, by what I felt, they were somehow using the technology to scan (search) me
They were trying to forcible see through into my extra-dimensional self or my origin. Something I wouldn't give them or allow them to see
I felt frustrated and sad as they were doing it, even though I had the ability to forcibly stop what they were doing just by thinking about it. Pausing the scrolling realities on a almost cartoon-like dinosaur world they had created to scroll through my mind (I think they are possibly using these as some type of triggers to find similar real dimensions in/through my mind)
"You are going to make me have to destroy this world" I warned the mind attached to mine
He immediately questions my ability to do and we are talking telepathically as if we are both connected to the same machine. Like he is my mental "interrogator" of sorts
I assure him that I cold very easily destroy the entire world and start it all over again of necessary. Though it made me feel sad to say it, like there are no reason I should have to do it and it would be shame. A real waste of something beautiful
But it didn't feel like they are giving me much choice
I didn't feel like anything we endangered. More like how a parent would feel having to ban their children from the kitchen, when they really want to cook dinner, because they are obviously too young and there is too much chance they will burn themselves
Except in this case it's more that they are old enough, but they are just to fucking stupid to be trusted not to burn themselves around something hot
They can't be trusted. And that is sad because I was literally trying to help them achieve and understand the thing they decided to try steal from me by force
When I tried to express my sadness and annoyance at the fact I'm going to have to destroy the world (with them in it) to start again, the mind attached to me decided to try use it to accusively mock me, like they in control, or some type of authority (under the illusion of such), by basically accusing me of thinking I'm God ...
Them pushing something into my mind the equivalent of "So you think you're God?" In a patronising and condescending manner as if they owned me, or had me trapped, made me angry. IT REALLY PISSED ME OFF. But this wasn't like a normal anger I'd feel in this world, it felt more like opening a black abyss of emptiness, where all "reality" ceases to exist. Where there is no "superior" or "question of God", because there was no "emotion" or "thought" to be known. I wasn't feeling anger, though I knew I was angry to the point of bitter venomous hatred, because there was no anger where it was felt. There was just a massive emptiness, with no thought, no nothing
A emptiness that was both nothing and everything
Where it felt like colour, like thought and everything were both pure and non-existant at the same time
Wherever it was I was taking the mind attached to me, it was only meant to prove a point and scare them, but there was no doubt it could easily swallow or destroy them faster than they could know what's happening .... if I wanted to
"LOOK INTO MY EYES" I told them and immediately imparted massive amounts of what I can only describe as "knowing", where they understand that there is a very good reason my eyes are completely black and theirs aren't ...
Because they are tethered and I'm not
It could maybe be described as something like trying to explain to a conscious entity in a computer game, that they are inside a virtual version of the reality you are playing the game from ...
But I don't want do demean or deminish their worth. Because it is strangely similar to this analogy, but also completely different and contrary
I don't want to disempower them or make them feel insignificant, just make them understand they are foolish to be doing what they are doing, from their position
Maybe like showing a kid what a shotgun does to a pumpkin, so they know why not to point it at their head
A big, DON'T FUCK WITH ME
While I'm doing it, we slip into a real alternate "extra-dimension". Not a machine simulated or manipulated version like theirs, but a real "slipping into a black abyss where all reality ceases to exist" type
Everything morphs into a enveloping blackness as I tell him to look into me eyes. Everything known, or that could be known, temporarily ceases and I drag him down into what would probably seem to him to be some type of hell
Don't ... Fuck ... With ... Me ...
Then I wake up
One thing I can say about being the grey alien being in this dream, is that when I told them I could end this world if needed, if they forced me to, I meant it
There was absolutely no doubt in my mind that I was capable of ending this world ...
And starting the universe all over again, if necessary
Though I felt like I hoped I didn't have to, I didn't really seem to me like it would even be too much of a problem if I had to do it. Just a inconvenience and a shame
Tuesday, 3 November 2020
Getting Shot In One Dream And Shooting Others In The Next
Two separate dreams, one after the other
Someone wants plants I have to make drugs
When I give it to them, they give me what I think is a inferior version of the plants back. I accidentally throw it back into one of their backpacks
One of them tries to have me beaten. I resist and and up beating them instead
I tell him "If you are trying to teach me a lesson, there is no need, I've been learning it my whole life"
The man turns Indian and pulls out a .22 pistol and tries shooting me in the heart. He misses and hits me above in the shoulder
He shoots me two more times, but I turn and he hits me in the shoulder
He shoots me more times. I've been shot at least 6 times. I'm trying to get him to waste all his ammunition so that I can take the gun and teach him a lesson
I'm not sure what happens here, but the man is dealt with
I'm looking at my wounds trying to work out how to pull the bullets out. I'm pushing around one of them, because they aren't that deep, trying to see if I can make it pop out by applying pressure around it
I tell someone close to me in the room that I've been shot and I drop to the ground
For some reason I think there is some concern about me bleeding on the carpet
Second dream I am with a group of seemingly well trained soldiers
We turn up at a rural property that looks like it is in America
We are tactically dressed and all have fully automatic weapons
We approach a group of African American men standing in the middle of the carpark against some type of small building
I ask them "Have you gentlemen seem a no good, racist, redneck, piece of trash named *****?" (I don't remember his name)
They seem amused and point straight across the way in the carpark to a group of white men
One of them notices us and pulls a gun and starts shooting in our direction. Myself and the other soldiers I'm with quickly kill them all. A group of 10 or more
Then people are screaming and fleeing while we split up and comb through the crowd looking for the men were came for, to make sure we kill them all
Most people huddle down and stay out of our way as we move through
I see a girl I used to know named Samantha. She is talking to her son Isaac (who I know of but never met) telling him to put his gun down, not to get involved
For some reason, though Isaac is only a child today, in this dream he is about 18 years old
I see him and notice he is armed
He sees me and makes the mistake of lifting his gun to point at me
I put a couple of volleys of semi-auto round straight through his head and continue to look for the men I came for (who he is not one of). If he hadn't gotten involved, I wouldn't have had to shoot him and he would still be alive
Samantha runs over to him and though I warn her not to, she picks up his gun to try avenge him
I put a couple of volleys of bullets into her chest and head, killing her as well
I find one of the men I'm searching for, wounded in the carpark, trying to crawl away. I very deliberately put three semi-auto volleys of bullets into his head at point-blank range
It seems very overkill, but whatever they did to deserve it, it seems warranted. If anything it feels like they deserve more bullets
I continue though, killing another man who is trying to hide amongst the crowd of people huddling for cover. I don't think any of them are hurt in the cross-fire
A man I am kneeling next to whispers to me to warn me that a man sitting 4 feet behind him has a gun pointed to the wall, waiting for me to go past
I look and apparently the man is tipped off and seems to turn his gun to the head of the man that told me
I lean back and judge where the man with the guns head is, through a thin plaster wall and pull the trigger a couple of times
I move around to find the man who had been holding the gun, confused, clutching a bullet wound on his forehead
Somehow the bullet passed through his forehead, but he's still alive
I shot him point-blank in the head with at least two semi-automatic pulls of the trigger
Then I wake up
By the end of the dream, my team of other soldiers and I, have killed at least 15 men. Though the tally is probably allot higher considering the 4 of us (I think there were 4. At least 2 or 3 of us) split up to go hunt the men
Thursday, 29 October 2020
They Created A Loop That Closes Out Without You
I had a rather strange dream involving uninvited people turning up to a hotel room, that I won't bother to go into detail about (Do you know Karate Craig?)
And as I'm waking up something told me:
"That's perfect Sam. We've proven what we need to prove now involving them"
"They made a loop that closes out without you"
"Which means we can destroy them"
Then I saw some type of organism that I assume is tiny/microscopic, but it's being shown to me large enough so I can see it
It looks like a cross between a spiked club (like a baseball bat) and a jellyfish
It is throbbing, like it's breathing. Definitely a living organism
The spikes are like row, after row, of armour covering it's skin. But it moves and breathes like a jellyfish
The rows of armour expand and contract in rings around it as it moves
Certain rings look like they turn inside-out and secrete/excrete something that doesn't look very nice/friendly at all
As I am seeing this organism, something continues to talk to me
"Everyone who is involved in creating the loop (which closes off without me) are now going to be given a very special type of retrovirus"
I could see in my head that they are all going to be killed as I am told
"Which will kill them all nice and quick"
I replied to whatever it was talking to me and requested that what happens to them be pain free
They replied that what happens to them will only be painful for those around them who are left behind, who loved them ...
But for them, their end will be pain free
Monday, 26 October 2020
Escaping From Chaplain Williams House
I am in a house on Adina Cres on the R.A.A.F Base Darwin. Which is across the back park from where I used to live on Billeroy Rd
A house where Chaplain Williams and his family used to live
Before they lived there, the McKeon family lived there
Before they lived there another family lived there. I can't be sure of their name but I think it might have been Sherman
I think there might have been a family there before them too, when we first moved in. I'm not sure though
We were there after the Williams moved out of this particular house too. There was at least one or two families in the house after they left
They also lived at another house up the road on the same street before this. With a list of families there before and after them, in our time in the one house
Somehow I am in their yard. It's like I've been teleported there somehow
I have a song in my head. A original song. Not one I've heard before. I'm moving inside and outside of their house. Images of a music box
I am on their back balcony I try to hum and record the song on my phone like I always do with the original songs in my head so I can remember them for later and/or possibly write them on guitar
For some reason I feel like I need to be quiet on their yard. Like I shouldn't be there
I want to leave the yard. I shouldn't be there. I don't know how I got there, but I don't want to be there
For some reason I am crawling across the backyard towards the back fence and gate
I realise ut's present time. Present day. Not back when the Williams lived there, even though it felt like it was when I was in the house and on the back stairs
I wonder if these people have a dog? I'm not really scared of it or whether it will bite me, even though something tries to tell me I should be
The back fence is unusual high and has chainwire across the top to stop people getting in. The fences never used to be that tall. They were only around chest height in the past, now they are around 10-12ft high at least, with chain wire on top
I wonder if I'm going to have to climb the fence to get out. I'm still crawling
Then I realise the fence is designed to lock people out, not lock them in
There are steel plates blocking people sticking their hand through and opening the gate from the outside, because on the inside you can simple open the gate to leave
But they have sensors on the gate. I realise the gate is likely going to make allot of noise or sound a alarm when I open it, but I want to get out
I open the gate and I hear a loud buzzer inside the house, telling someone I've opened the gate
I quickly walk out the gate and close it, hoping that it will stop the gate buzzing and nobody will chase me. I only wanted to get out. I never wanted to be in there. Hopefully they won't chase me, because u can't run
For some reason I am limping and incredibly slow, like I'm wounded. Something which seems to happen allot to me in dreams like this
I consider jumping into the yard of one of the houses on Billeroy Rd to hide from whoever it was the may/might come after me
But something told me I didn't need to
I woke up ...
And immediately felt a sense like I have/had taken something back from chaplain Williams daughter Fiona. Something of mine she's had for a long time
I'm not sure what it is, but whatever it is, I thought it was possibly something she wasn't supposed to have, or wasn't supposed to have taken from me
Something reassured me it was nothing like that ...
But it was something "they" never thought they would have to take back from her
Not sure exactly what that means, but I think it has something to do with the original song I heard in my head
A song which I then recorded a basic hummed version of on my phone in the real would to ensure that whatever it was I was supposed to have taken back from her, was definitely taken back
Using Explosives To Open A Passage At A University - Renaissance paintings
Someone has set up explosives underground at a University
I blow 3 of the 5 that are down there. 2 won't detonate
We try fixing the detonator and switch till eventually they go off
I'm in a big empty chamber. There is nothing in there
I know that the people who set the explosives are trying to steal things in the adjoining room, using the newly blasted chamber to enter
They all work at the University. They are trying to steal from their own work
I tell those that are with me not to enter until we have worked out how to enter the room and what they are after, because we might only get one shot at it
I call a man I know called Stuart who works at the University and was involved in the plot to steal from the room
I tell him I know what they were doing. I ask if he wants to help us instead
He can go equal 3rds shares with the other person that is helping me. He agrees
I return to the room. Something is trying to break in through the window. I catch it out and it disappears into the soil
Then I'm in a bus driving down a hill on tracks. Inside the bus on either side are also tracks with a small flying vehicle moving down either side. I laid these tracks. Both internally and externally for the flying vehicle and the bus
I know I laid them all because I consider the modifications needed for the internal tracks and I also consider whether or not I have laid enough track downhill for the bus as it brakes to a halt at the bottom of the hill
There are some type of famous artworks in the University I believe
In a earlier dream I saw a catalogue of famous artworks that appear to have been stolen or otherwise "disappeared" from the world
In the catalogue there are pages missing, denoting artworks, which are not being disclosed or shown within the collection
But because there is a page there missing, then it is obvious the artwork exists
More than just exists
It is obvious that these are the artworks which most need to found and revealed
These are what I am after
I think these artworks from a earlier dream are relevant to what I'm trying to steal in this dream
Possibly like the Renaissance paintings ...
Which have a true image painted with strong, high-quality paints and pigments, hidden under a second layer image of low-quality paints and pigments, intentionally covered up because the artworks were deemed unacceptable at the time, so that in time the true artwork underneath would be exposed to the world, as the top layer crumbled to reveal the true artwork
This is literally what the word Renaissance means. They will be reborn
The only reason we haven't seen the true images that lay underneath the false second layer images, is because they keep "retouching" and "restoring" paintings
The disgrace is that they know very well, the true image is hidden underneath. They just refuse to let the veil be removed
Sunday, 25 October 2020
St Petersburg
Something to at with St Petersburg and possibly a Cathedral
Then after this, I saw some type of human/feline cross species being laid on some type of hospital bed
They appear to be sick
They are being weighed, to see what's been done to them. To assess the damage to their health
Burning Coastline
I saw a very clear and graphic vision of the coastline. I think it's San Francisco or L.A somewhere. If not, it's definitely in the U.S.A
The coastline is burning a golden colour. At first it looks like a sunset, but then it feels to me like it isn't. That's not the sun that's making it burn that colour
I start to look deeper into the image, but it vanishes before I can see. Maybe a tanker ship is burning off the coast
Whatever it is, it's drawing everyone's attention
A massive fire that makes the coast glimmer with golden fire like it's sundown
Something to do with a ship
Tuesday, 20 October 2020
My House On Billeroy. Pine Trees In Darwin
I arrive at the house I grew up in on Billeroy Rd
I'm not sure how I've arrived there, but I've left my helmet and motorbike somewhere
Something gets confused here. There it a helmet and gloves for riding, with no bike. And there is also a motorbike there for riding with no helmet and gloves
People are driving by, screaming at the line of cars waiting to enter my house on Billeroy. All of which I believe are my family members
These people are screaming that we are moving to slowly
I look at the license plates on the cars and they go quiet, realising they might be in some trouble
I'm not really able to get the license plates. I rush inside to get my motorbike to chase them and get all their details
But my bike isn't there. I wonder how the hell I got there
I ask my brother Daniel to give it a lift to Casuarina. I think I'm heading to my place (my Dad's house) in Wanguri on Kailis St (Degree Angle)
He says he will give me a lift
He has just finished peeling a wrap of a old convertible sports car in the driveway
A beautiful blue car that resembles a old 2-seater Corvette, except I don't think this is any car that actually exists
He says he will give me lift and I ask if we are going in the sports car and he says yes
As we are pulling out to leave I notice a massive tree growing on either side of the road
The houses across the road which have disappeared in the real world have all been returned and in their front yard near the road there is a massive pine tree growing
Then I notice just inside the fence of our house across the road from it, there is also a massive pine tree growing
Pines trees in Darwin?
I point the trees out to my brother, emphasising how massive they are. Even though the physical bark on the tree looks infant, the trees are 2-3 storeys high
Taylor Swift Is The Opposite Of My Wife
Exactly what the title says. I'm talking to people and work out that Taylor Swift is the opposite of my wife
It means my music is supposed to be well known
We start debating the meaning of the word Christ and who the so-called "Anti-Christ" is
I get furious at those I'm talking to at them trying to tell me that Christ doesn't mean anything specifically, that it's just a name
I scream at them because I know it has a repressed meaning in English and I'm sick of them trying to tell me it doesn't
I scream at them to stop trying to tell me the colour black isn't black and the colour white isn't white
If there was another colour, I would know it
Or I think in this circumstance, I would not be happy to not know it's name in definition
I will not be happy until I know what the intended definition is/is supposed to be
I woke up considering what the definition could be, comparing Christ to Christmas
Jesus Christ == Sexually Intimate
Christmas == Intimacy?
That works. Not certain it's correct, but it certainly does fit with the theological stories and makes more sense than the nominum touch, where we believe Jesus Christ is a name instead of being told the (true) definitions of the words
Reverse Dream Analysis Example - Direct Correlation To Real Life - Going To Mums For Dinner
This is comparison between a dream I had and the real (opposing alignment) events I experienced, that/which directly correlate, to give you some context on how they relate to each other. It gives you example of how dreams work on/in a localised sense. These have much larger linear correlations as well, this example is just the very obvious personal aspect of a much larger and deeper alignment of the pre-effigian world to the waking (what we call "real world") effigian world, that we experience within our container/doorway/body
I ride my motorbike to my mum's house through traffic
I'm trying to catch up to it. Something tells me that they are "slipstreaming"
I try staying clear of traffic (as you do where possible for safety when riding a bike) and a Mitsubishi Triton (Number plate: TRYITON) creeps up next to me along Lee Point Road. I am doing 65 and they are catching me so they are speeding, doing at least 75
Eventually they exit and I follow them into Casuarina Shopping Square eatery
I go through the Vanderlin roundabout towards my Mum's place in Wulagi and they turn off, so I'm clear of any traffic around me
There is a massive line-up to enter part of the eatery. But for some reason the person I am chasing walks straight through the lineup
My family have all parked in the carpark at the back of my Mum's house, for easy access through the back gate
I realise I could have used my ticket from the submarine I was just on to get straight through the lineup and gate. But it's too late now, the submarine that dropped me off has left
I wonder who owns the white Holden SS Commodore, then I realise by it's number plate that my brother John's partner Emma is here (they must have driven, even though they live about 100 metres away LoL)
I wait for someone in line who is buying a ticket from a machine to enter the Casuarina Shopping Square Eatery and they are taking too long, messing around. For some reason it feels as though if I buy the ticket from the machine, I can skip the line. A bouncer gets angry with the person buying a ticket and kicks them out of line. Then yells at me to get my ticket
My Mum's caravan is out the back, ready for them to leave tomorrow. I open the back gate and walk into my Mum's. Normally someone would hear me coming in the gate and greet me, but nobodies around, so I let myself through. My brothers dog Des comes to see who is coming in the back gate. For a second he doesn't recognise me and is on guard with a mean look on his face. I say hello and he realises who I am and gets excited ...
I give him a big pet to say hello (he's such a beautiful dog) 💞😊
Monday, 19 October 2020
Pope Francis Being Arrested For Failed Kabbalah Mirror Plan
I saw the Pope explaining to people who some type of plan works
He has a diagram on paper that looks like the Kabbalah
He shows how the middle part between two points either side acts like a bridge
Then he shows how it can be flipped and reversed, like some type of blockage or way to achieve something that isn't supposed to be achieved
Everyone listens to him and I think his plan is put into action
Almost immediately it fails
Men turn up with handcuffs and arrest Pope Francis because of his plan
Whatever it did, or whatever the result of it was, it was that bad that a group of men turned up to arrest him and take him into custody
He seemed confused, but allowed the men to handcuff him and take him away
Biggest Formula 1 Crash In History And Private Jet Crash
I saw Formula 1 cars pouring into the first corner at the end of a long straight
The lead cars all crash into each going into the corner and leave wreckage far enough into the corner that it can't be seen until after you enter it at speed
More cars crash coming into the corner and these ones completely block the corner
The rest of the cars in the race arrive in less than a few seconds. Faster, unfortunately, than the warning can effectively to out about the crash
The crash must have taken place on the very first lap and corner of the race, because there was barely time to register that the first cars had crashed before the entire field of cars starts running into them. Or maybe it was after a restart. Whatever it was, the entire field was condensed enough that none of the F1's could avoid the accident entering the corner
The entire field plow into the cars blocking the corner. Some going over the top of those they crash into, some going under them. The pile of crashed Formula 1 vehicles getting bigger and bigger
It was strange to watch, as if the vehicles were breaking up and filling the space in the corner, rather than pushing the crashed vehicles out of the way and clearing the track
At least one driver was announced dead. I heard the commentator announcing it during the broadcast
Not sure if any other drivers died later, but the crash looked really bad
Then I saw people inside a private jet as it crashed
I think they were taking off at the time
I heard the whine of the engine suddenly go very high, like the pilot was trying to give the jet as much power as could very quickly
Then I saw people inside being thrown around
Then I saw grass up against the left windows of the plane, like the wing had snapped off and the plane had rolled onto it's side
After this I saw the crash from the perspective of being the pilot, trying to pullout as the jet suddenly dipped towards the ground for nothing
We appeared to be over the airport still which is why I think we are taking off
I (as the pilot) dipped the left wing downwards to contact the ground first as the plane dropped towards the ground, to prevent the tail from hitting the ground first
For whatever reason it felt like that was the safer option and way to crash, because if we hit the ground tail first, with the nose in the air, it felt like it would be disastrous ...
And I think it worked
We lost the wing, but the wing breaking off seemed to absorb the impact as we hit the ground and we came in softer, rolling the fuselage, which I think ended up fairly much intact after the crash
I'm fairly sure everyone survived the crash
I wondered why and how, a private aircraft carrying Formula 1 executives would crash, exactly after one of the biggest Formula 1 crashes (if not, the biggest) in history
Something seems very deliberate. These don't seem like accidents, even though they were
It seems to me like someone is targeting them
I get the feeling like there is some type of deep-seeded illness or negative energy emanating from within the Formula 1 world. One that nobody sees or is aware of, that affects the whole world in some way without us knowing
Something that needs to be dealt with or cured like a disease
As I was planning on writing this, I could not help but think of Ayrton Senna and the fact that I have always believed his death was not a accident. Even back when it first happened, I immediately felt like something was off off about it. Like it was no accident
I also thought about Michael Schumacher and wondered if there was a deeper story to this as well
Something seems very strange about everything surrounding what happened to him and how it's been kept quiet and private
Generally when people don't want you to know what happened, something is being covered up
I'm not saying that happened to him was done intentionally or wasn't a accident, but something is not right
All I know is that I wish him the best ...
And that whatever sickness it is in Formula 1, I think the world has put a target on its head
Maybe, it relates to something different in simile. Or maybe it's very literal
Sunday, 18 October 2020
Rio De Janeiro Harbour Theme Park And A Helicopter Ride
I was on holidays with a group of my closest friends. We were at a theme park in somewhere I think was supposed to be Rio De Janeiro harbour. I say "supposed to be" because the was very different. The harbour was/is far more developed than it is today. There were/are massive hotels and casinos lining the far shore of the harbour, across from where we were, near the mouth
The theme park we are at is on top of the massive island hill of Rio De Janeiro harbour, overlooking all the massive buildings across the other side of the harbour
We are riding one of the few rollercoasters they have at this theme park. For some reason is feels like it might be a water theme park and we are riding some type of aquacoaster, I'm not exactly sure. But I do know that they only have a couple of rides at this particular theme park
I look out at/over the harbour from the top of the hill of the theme park. It is beautiful
I know that the biggest of the buildings, a massive white block shaped building, hanging over the water's edge, across the harbour from us, is a casino
It's enormous in side and you can literally sit over the waters edge a good 5 to storeys up
I think we are staying at the hotel there, at the casino
I ask the people at the theme park about another theme park that is in the area. They don't seem too keen on helping me with finding it and leaving their park
I ask them about organising us a helicopter, to take us across the harbour to the casino/hotel
I tell me friends that they have a helicopter landing pad at the theme park and that we are getting a helicopter across to the hotel
I think I'm also planning on getting a helicopter to the order theme park. But you begin with, I'm getting one to take us across the harbour to the hotel
The theme park doesn't know how to arrange a helicopter
I speak with the casino hotel and they tell me the helicopter will be $5,000. I tell them that's fine
I want to give all my friends that are with me a treat, so I don't care what it costs. I just want to experience a flight across to the hotel from the theme park
I order the helicopter then wonder if they are going to charge me $5000 per trip across the harbour, because they will need to make at least 2 trips, as I have around 10 friends with me
My friends David and Dannie were both there. I'm not sure who the rest were
After I order it, for whatever reason, I am walking down the hill/mountain by myself around the cost
I realise I'm walking to the casino/hotel when I've ordered a helicopter, so I turn around and start walking back ...
When I wake up
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