I saw Darwin and something showed me the way planes travel in a ark between cities
They then told me to go to Sydney
It took me second to project myself in a long seen through the sky and land on Sydney
I connected to someone else and sensed the world through them
First, I was a man bringing dinner to his Police Officer wife, or girlfriend that was on duty
He was an ass to her
He had eaten most of her food. Even as he was giving it to her. And the dynamic between them was as if she should feel lucky he was bringing her dinner
She said "I know you're in a bad mood" and he replied "I'm not in a bad mood, I'm just tense"
But he wasn't really tense. He just had contempt for her, like he tolerated her
And she was mistaking it for a bad mood. Which says to me that he tolerates her better at times, than he does others
She seemed to live to serve him. She actually loved him. Or at least, she wanted to, so much
He seemed to live to let her serve him. He didn't seem to love her. But he was comfortable with her. He was, at least, content to have her around
Definitely not my personality. Though I have been in a similar type of relationship before, I wasn't quite like this guy. I actually had a genuine affection for my partner at the time, which I didn't feel in this man
Then I was on a man in a Church, helping a woman lock up for the night after everyone else had left
He/I was looking at a stack of movies the woman was taking home with her. Likely borrowed from someone else in the Church
I think I might have been a priest. Because I was very emotionally judgemental of the woman, as well as being very smug and sure of myself
I looked at the movies, looking for R-rated or adult movies, as if I was trying to confirm my suspicions in judging the woman as sinful, because she would watch movies like that
I was also being sneaky and looking at the movie titles while she was in the other room
Almost definitely a priest or some type of pastor. Nothing like me in any way. I would have just asked to see what movies she got and looked at the them in front of her
I also never, ever judge people in the way this person was doing in their mind, smugly feeling like he was better than her, whilst also being secretly attracted to her
I can understand the "lesser" parts of peoples personalities they try to hide perfectly sometimes, and I'll pretend I don't see it so I don't make them uncomfortable or hurt them
I am flawed, so I try always accept others flaws if I can
I don't ever judge like this person was doing in their mind ... Ever. At least not in anything more than passing, immediately dismissed thoughts
Then I was back in Darwin. In my own body
Momentarily, I think i woke up
Then the same thing that spoke to me before, spoke again and told me to try going to Melbourne
This jump through the sky took longer than Sydney
About 10 seconds
Longer than it should have taken
I was conscious of the fact that it was taking allot longer than it should
When I landed, I was upside down. Pointing head-first at the ground
I had to consciously flip myself over the right way onto my feet
Then I was in a man walking through traffic at a set of lights as they beeped at him
I was looking for someone. A girl
I walked past a bus stop and groups of students, and drugs addicts, looking for her
Someone in a group of young men recognised me and commented that they knew me, but I was skinnier now than I used to be
They commented about how I knew how to fight
Then, the young man gets up and tries to fight me
I avoid his attack and punch him in the face hard
But he doesn't go down
It doesn't make sense to me
If I punch someone in the face like that, they are going down. Or, it'll knock them out
I try take control of the man I'm on, to punch him and make sure he goes down
This disconnects me from the person I'm on
I'm asked why I tried to take over, when I knew he could fight and he was capable of taking care of himself
Simple reason, because if I had hit the man attacking him as cleanly as he did, the man would have went down
It was maybe something to do with his punching technique. Something subtle. A slight difference I could feel in the way he punches, to the way I punch, that results in less power than I would have delivered
The difference between knocking him them and ending the fight, or not ending the fight and having to hit him again
I'm guessing I wasn't supposed to try take control of the man I was viewing through, I was supposed to let him fight. But I wasn't going to risk getting hit, when he failed to knock him down the first time
My sync with the person was weird, even before this
I think they might have been on drugs, because I seemed to be slipping in-and-out of sync with them while they were walking
Then I was back in my body. Mostly awake in my bed
The same thing that spoke to me before was still speaking. It told me to try Perth
I started to try, but I felt some type of connection or blockage in my forebrain, in the middle of my forehead
I stopped and refused to push through it, or try again while it was connected
It was only going to bury a connection in me I didn't want. A connection I'm trying to get rid of, that I refuse
So I wasn't going to undo all my work trying to get rid of it, by projecting to Perth and pushing it back deeper inside me
As I lay there, I understood allot of sync I hadn't before
The main thing I understood is how the Australian cities relate to perspective of self
How Australia means Intelligence and relates to the British crowns Anglican Church prerequisite. Meaning, only a Australian born person can rightfully hold the throne
I also realised the bodies emotional alignment with Alice Springs and from this, exactly why it flooded in Alice Springs after I left Darwin to get away from my then recent ex-girlfriend, many years ago
... And the significance of wading through the flood waters to check the road depth for my friend car, as the first person to cross the waters and make it out of Alice Springs. Semi-trailers were lined up that wouldn't cross, until I waded through with my friends F100 following me
I also understood it's reverse sync relation to the Boxing day tsunami. Exactly when I should have been passing through Darwin on a flight, on my way to Thailand. The exact day and time
Had I not cancelled the holiday
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