Henry II Dream - Wed 13th May 2020 - Thurs 14th May 2020

Saw clips of a family comedy movie called "Henry 2" that appeared to be about a future heir to the British throne

It was set in modern-day/future, not the past

Starred Henry Cavill, except he appeared to be computer altered, to make him look skinny, dorky and unattractive

Virus Outbreak Dream From Months Ago

I had a dream about a virus outbreak at the time when the "Caronavirus" first started

The interesting part is that everyone involved in the dream were white (for the most part), up until the Chinese responded to the outbreak at the end of the dream

I was a Doctor who diagnosed a patient and was very concerned about what I found and the potential for it to spread

I reported it to my superiors and they ignored me

I started reporting it to anyone who would listen, but they all ignored or dismissed me

I eventually decided that if nobody was going to listen, I was going to leave

I wasn't going to hang around to see what I knew was about to happen, I was going to get out of there while I still could before everyone got infected

I decided to get the people closest to me that trusted me, warn them and we could all leave together

I warned a school teacher that I was working with, that felt like my partner or spouse, or something similar. Someone I would not leave behind

They believed me

And when they told others about it, I was detained and interrogated

A group of people had me behind a desk in some sort of interview room, mocking me

They were making fun of my credentials. Saying I wasn't qualified. Laughing at me and treating me like I was complete joke

It felt as though they were trying to intimidate me into believing I didn't know what I was talking about

I remember feeling absolutely astonished at how disgusting and ignorant they were about the whole thing

From what I recall these people were white and Chinese

At any rate, it seemed that somehow they eventually let me go

The dream finished with me leaving as the Chinese were scrambling to deal with the beginnings of an outbreak

I remember feeling disbelief that even as the infection was beginning to spread, everything I had warned about was not being shared with those trying to stop the outbreak

It felt as though the Chinese scrambling to prevent the outbreak were not the same group I had warned about the virus

Those I was warning were white

Though it did feel as though we were in China, wherever I was working and whoever I was working for as a Doctor treating patients, I'm fairly certain they were not Chinese

A non-Chinese hospital or medical-type centre in China

Who were warned about the virus and its potential to spread weeks before the outbreak started

Ignored, mocked and discredited the Doctor warning them

To the point they left the country in time to avoid the virus outbreak after having enough time to try warn everyone, be arrested as interrogated, then still be able to pack up and leave before the outbreak

Meaning they were warned about it weeks in advance, as least

What foreign country has a medical facility in China near the source of the outbreak?

Dreams: Tues 12th May 2020 - Wed 13th May 2020

St Mary's Cathedral Darwin Dream

I'm at St Mary's Cathedral in Darwin

It's filled with school kids about high-school age. Nobody is paying attention

The boy behind me is constantly whipping me in the back with his school tie, but doesn't seem to care

I'm sitting midway back on the left-hand side, facing the front

I turn and look at him a few times but I'm not really annoyed, I'm more interested in teaching him how to shoot rubber-bands with his fingers properly

He and his friends are shooting rubber bands at each other oblivious to the mass

I'm not really there for the mass either, it feels as though I'm there appraising them. Grading them, judging them, or something similar

There is a screen showing ads and news over-the-top of the church sermon. Nobody cares about that either, but more people are paying attention to that, than anything else

I turn to the kid behind it me

It feels as though he apologised for whipping me in the back with his tie though I didn't hear exactly what he said. I tell him it's OK, it didn't really hurt, it was more just an annoyance

The Priests stop the mass and threatens to start again from the beginning unless the kids start paying attention

Something inside of me immediately overruled them thinking "No you f@King will not. You wouldn't dare be so selfish"

I'm not exactly sure why this was selfish, or if I really could overrule them, this was just how I felt

They took a whole group of kids and other people from the front and marched them off out the right doors towards St Mary's Primary School as if they were kicking them out

I got up and walked up behind the alter at the front to where the priest was standing, in front of everyone

I picked up a rubber-band off the floor and went back to my seat

I wanted to show the boy how to flick it properly with his fingers, but he wasn't at his seat behind me any more. I think he was off talking to his friends

I waited for a minute and it felt like they weren't going to restart like they threatened, they would just continue, but it felt like I no longer cared either way

My brother Daniel appeared, came up and sat on top of me

I asked what the hell he was doing and pushed him off my lap unhappily, so he sat next to me for a second, then stood up to leave

He was in his I.T work clothes and told me that his server had been Dos'd (term for systematic attacks on a computer server) all day. It seemed to me as if they were still attacking him

He asked me to set his user account at home to 500ms or less ping for him

I wasn't planning on leaving and expressed to him that I didn't really want to, to which he told me it was really easy and then left

They still hadn't restarted the mass, but it felt like whatever I was doing, there was no point hanging around anyway and I needed to go help Daniel, so I got up to leave

As I got up to leave I picked up a classical guitar with no strings that was leaning against one of the concrete pillars and said a short verse in something which sounded like Latin, saying it intentionally loud enough so a woman behind me (and those around her) could hear what I'm (I was) saying

It felt like whatever I was saying was important. Possibly a judgement on what I had seen. Whatever it was, it felt like it was distaste for what was going on, or what I had to do, or that I was leaving, or that I HAD TO leave. Whether I wanted to be there or not. I'm not exactly sure

It had the word "Assisi" in it twice at the end of two sentences, one after the other

I left walking out the front door and instead of concrete out the front there were beautiful gardens

Couples around high-school age were being lined up in formal dress to get their pictures taken as if at some type of high-school graduation or dance

Behind them were/was a line of guitars and guitar-like musical instruments on stands, lined up like a backdrop for the photo

I walked past them and a young woman called out to me about the classical guitar I was carrying with no strings

I told her I had planned to take it around the right-hand side of the church towards the front, inbetween the school and cathedral, because this felt like it was where the guitar belonged

I was being honest and felt a little hurt that she thought I was going to take it with me

But it also felt as though I kinda forgot I was carrying it

I remember feeling like the guitar was pointless anyway, without strings. But I still felt sad and almost sorry for it as I gave it to her, like I didn't want to give it up. As I admired it one last time

I wasn't leaving via the front road, I was walking down between the school and cathedral

As I turned left from the front entrance and walked up the right-hand side of the cathedral I noticed the entire courtyard was now one massive pond filled with water, with nothing but a thin walkway path around the outside to get around it

This struck me as strange. I'd never seen this before. Last time I was at the cathedral the courtyard was grass with only a small pond, not one massive pond filled with water

It was beautiful though

Probably the most beauty I ever remember seeing/I've ever seen at that cathedral in my entire life

Dreams: Mon 11th May 2020 - Tues 12th May 2020

Predator Movie Dream:

I saw a chunk of a unmade predator movie

They crawled out of a big hole in the ground where it seems they accidentally released something the predators had hidden (were possibly fighting)

They made weapons out of electrical devices to interfere with the predators vision

Scene in a building where the predator is standing on a desk, unaware people see sneaking by

A scene on a bridge where they are being chased, interfering with the predators vision and targeting. It finally aims for the weapon in their hands but too late, one of them blows half it's face off

He's celebrating next to the dead predator on the bridge when eyes glimmer for some type of massive and invisible predator. It's on 4 legs, the size of 8 elephants square. It attacks and the guy on the bridge jumps intro the water to escape, getting pulled by the rivers flow underneath

It jumps in after him and eats him

Fortnite / Electric Train Dream:

A massive open world map like a computer game except everything is photo-realistic, like the real world

I can jump up and walk on roofs and avoid crowds of people contesting a platform never to a river

People can swim up and down the river

There is a Fortnite computer game theme within it, but the mats are scarce and the guns are very rare. I pick up some toy guns at some stage and it seems like I'm looking for guns. People have built a big climbing frame like in the game Fortnite. I break it from the bottom and make them all fall to their death. Then take their things

There is a part when I'm crossing tracks in the middle for a electric train. One almost hits me as it takes off. Another two in front of me take off and I'm shocked by how fast they accelerate. Electric trains I think you myself. Some sort of new technology. They are fast

Everyone is looking for some type of key to a shipping container. A young woman about 18 years old, near me has the key, but keeps dropping it. Eventually I take from her and when I open the shipping container, declaring myself the winner, it actually opens the door to a container inside the shipping container, like we've been teleported into it

She hops into the container and starts acting like she's stripping, but only really pulls her top up to flash me

Her friends say they'll leave us to it and take off

I start playing with her breasts and sucking on them

I ask if she wants me to close the shipping container and padlock it from the inside. She seems worried we might get stuck inside (but I think it's just because she doesn't want to sleep with me) I suggest just closing it and she also seems reluctant

Her friends seem to be keeping watch in some way outside or at least I get the sense that know what's going on and they're keeping watch

She has her top and bra off but won't take off anything else

I'm not sure what happens after this, because she doesn't want me to spoon her, but then one second later, I'm laying between her legs and she has no pants or underwear on

Her friends call to her and say someone is there to pick her up (I think it was Nanna-someone, or Mama-someone) and she needs to get dressed

So we get dressed, so she can leave without getting busted

She tells me her full name. Her first name was definitely Norelle. I think her last name was "Hosking" or something similar

This is the really weird part for me: I'm reluctant to give her my Facebook account because I know if she looks on my account all she's going to see are posts about how much I love Bradie and it felt to me like I didn't want her to find out about me loving Bradie

This is ridiculous because it would never happen. I would never be doing this in the first place if it was me in the dream like it seemed to be in this part when I thought about getting busted on Facebook. And if somehow it ever did happen, I would be worried about Bradie finding out about her, NOT the other way around. It was weird

But it would never happen. Not sure it's meant to be me in this dream, but who knows

I don't even consider other women while I'm in love with Bradie, more than to think one is pretty. I do the opposite actually. At a gig I played in Katherine, I went and hid in my hotel room as soon as the gig finished to hide from a woman who seemed interested. So going out of my way to get a woman alone in a shipping container to try CONVINCE her to sleep with me like happened in the dream? I don't see that ever happening

I must have been dreaming as someone else, which happens

Nicolas Cage Interview Dream:

I'm pulling on McMillans Rd from the Stuart Hwy when I notice Nicholas Cage driving alongside me desperately trying to film me, as if I were famous and he were paparazzi

I pull over and park a bike that is massively too big for me

He runs past me while crossing the road and gets one of his feet stuck in the wet swamp bedside the road

I help him get his leg unstuck from the mud even though he doesn't seem to want my help

And he starts interviewing me

Aberdeen Hotel, Perth Dream:

I'm talking to a couple of female friends I used to know in Perth at the Aberdeen Hotel

I'm back from Darwin, feels like I'm visiting

They ask me if I can get any drugs and I tell them I don't do drugs

I see a bouncer I used to work with and I tell the one asking me, "I tell you what, I'm going to say hello to someone I know and if I see any of his mates off their heads, I'll ask if they can help"

She said thanks and I went off to talk to my old friend

When I got there, he turned into a she and I freaked out wondering what the fuck was going on. He was definitely a he. How the hell is he a she now?

I see someone outside petting a scruffy, dirty and tattered looking street cat. The cat seems to have some sort of mutation because it has a sharks tail. I leave the club and go outside to pet it

It seems a little scared and freaked out by me, but it lets me gently pet it. Poor kitty

I call it "Kitty the cat"

Then I'm back inside taking my jacket off. I ask one of the girls I know that works there if she can look after it and she tells me to put it on the cloak room. Then there is a conversation about old staff coming back to work there

I hug a nice girl I know from the Aberdeen I was friends with that I haven't seen in a long time and pick her up off the ground while I'm hugging her, I'm so happy to see her 😊

For some reason she gets really tiny as I hug her and I become massive

Then as I'm waking up, I'm on the waters in Perth on a boat or something on a nice summers day and something inside me start a crying because it remembers how happy I was in Perth, compared to how alone and miserable I am in Darwin

"I wanna leave Darwin"

Something asks me why I don't?

"Because I don't wanna do it alone" 😩

I woke up feeling completely hopeless and trapped

Like I'm stuck between wanting to leave a place (Darwin) that's been taken over by something that shouldn't be here, so it's no longer my home ...

And needing to stay because the only thing in the world that I want (or that makes anything else in the world I want seem worth it), Bradie Mercer, is here in Darwin

I realise now that whatever this thing is that's taken over Darwin, It's not of my kind. It shouldn't be in control. It shouldn't even be here

Darwin was almost my home again when I moved back and met Bradie, then something almost parasitic took over and seemed to kill everything beautiful here

Darwin is dead

It's not my home any more

At least, not the way it is, with whatever it is here in control